Poem-My Lonely Why

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My lonely why

Lonely days with nothing but these thoughts, bad ones, negative ones oh man. Sitting in the dark trying to block out everything wondering why. That is what is mostly on my mind all the time, all the bad that has gone on again I ask why? Why me? Lonely nights sitting in the dark with a bottle of liquor in my hands drowning in the liquor trying to drink all the pain away, yes still in the dark its better this way. No reflection of myself and nobody looking this way, good do not want any to see me, just drowning. The past is what brings me here always like why? Why this? Why that? Lonely days and nights turn into darkness, depression, anxiety, pain, despair, and sadness. Lonely with tears in my eyes as I ask my self why. A question to my past. Always lonely and in the dark trying to climb out my own head away from the negative thoughts, climb out my depression, away from my past, away from the madness, and from my lonely why.

Ray’Elaine

Thanks for reading.

updated:12/22/2020

Published by Ray'Elaine

I am a author I love to write/blog and be myself. I have so many great ideas can't wait to share!

2 thoughts on “Poem-My Lonely Why

  1. Keep writing. I learned something recently. Trauma robs you of language. I am glad it hasn’t robbed you of yours. Keep writing and healing. You’re not alone.

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