Okay so I have a thought and not a good like I seriously dislike the person I had kids with like I really wish I can go back in time and change it all meeting him and everything. I hate him and yes its a strong word but don’t care about him. So much bad blood. Ugghh why did I have to meet him and spend 11 years with the dummy. Guess I was the dummy for real, venting again sorry for the bluntness but that is how I feel. I really have hate for him. Sometimes wish I didn’t feel this way but I do. Oh Well. Thanks for reading.