Ugh this night is not going good. I am emotional and lonely. Wish I had someone to hold me tight right now. Just really want love right now. Mind is going miles. So much inside ugh. No one to talk to about it. I feel hopeless and scared and ALONE. I try not to think about certain stuff but it happens. It happens at weird times and I just cry. This night is bad and tomorrow marks one month since mom passed. Super emotional tonight. Ugh. Help. Oh man..... BREATHE, BREATHE, BREATHE
Hopefully rest will help. Hope you all are having a great night and weekend. Praying for all. Going to pray through these feelings and though times. Sorry for a sad post I'm getting my thoughts out! I have to be strong, I have too. Wishing you all Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings! 💙💙🖤🖤
This lonely night.....😧
Thank you for reading.
Just Write 
I think you should write a lot more about this stuff. If not here on your blog, at least for yourself.
There is so much you aren’t saying in the above, and you should be able to communicate those details to somebody, or at least onto a piece of paper. You are obviously going through a lot of strong emotions, but I can’t tell what thoughts are bringing them up, so can’t really understand what you are going through.
What did your mom do with you that you really miss?
What did your man do with you that you really miss?
If you can find specific times it will help you understand the strong feelings.
And if you can tell us those stories it will help us to understand.
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It happens, but have faith in yourself. God bless you.
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Thank You
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Ray Elaine. One thing I have learned through the years is writing in a journal really does help. Especially when dealing with serious emotional trauma. However, I also have a post that might help…https://rhemalogy.com/2020/12/06/who-can-i-turn-to/
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You are always welcomed, keep your head up, keep your head up and trust God. Blessings and Peace.
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