Heart Guarded…
Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!
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Life iseant to move on, despite setbacks if any. Failure is the first step to success. In Management, failures are considered cost of training. Just move on, a bright future is awaiting.
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Thanks for the kind words
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I really read and feel your pain and knowing how you express your pain threw your words.. keep up the great work..
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Thank you!
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There’s absolutely nothing wrong in guarding your heart. Like everything in life, there are pros and cons to it though. But I’d be on your side with this one, I’d rather save myself the heart aches!
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