Reflect/Reflections

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R-Remembering

E-Ensuring

F-Familiar

L-Lessons

E-Eager

C-Courage

T-Timing

Reflections

Looking back on the mistakes I made

Now, knowing they were lessons learned

Reflections

Looking back on the chaos that ensued

Now knowing that

You get the bad sometimes before the good

Reflections

Looking back at the rage I felt

Now knowing how to control myself and move forward

Reflections

Looking back on it all

Now knowing I am standing tall

Through it all

-Reflections-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

T.O.L.-Reflection

Those Insecurities  

Unexperienced 

Ray’Elaine, The Author

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I did it, It is Official!!

I am so happy right now. I did it, finally published my first book. Me an author it is so amazing. I can’t believe it. Feel like I’m on a high. Thankful for this moment. Can’t stop smiling 🙂😀

Still working on my author page and other things. I’m ready to start promoting and of course write more books. She is so focused! Thanks for all the support! I appreciate it all.

In the mood to celebrate. How is y’all night going? Working on any projects? Are you writing? Any fun plans for the weekend? Have a good night!

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Focused on me!



More information on my books. Please feel free to leave feedback. Thank you in advance.

The title of my book is: Anything For The Take
Here is the link to it on Amazon: Amazon.com: Anything For The Take eBook : Elaine, Ray’: Kindle Store

Here is a link to my poetry book!!

Amazon.com: Shift In Moods eBook : Elaine, Ray’: Books

Oh well! 

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Damn though it is my fault. Everything is on me and I did this to myself by being in this shell of mine, not letting my true feelings out. I guess I have been in shutdown mode. Grieving today and a broken heart is added. Damn story of my life. I cannot seem to get it together and another person left me, and I do not blame him. It is my fault. It is what it is. Though my heart hurts it’s because of my own doing. DAMN 

 Oh Well, Oh Well, Oh Well, I will be alright……Hopefully 

Hope your day is way better than mine is! 🖤🤎💙💗💚💛🧡🤍💜

Blessings! 

Thank you for reading. 

Finally!!

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So tonight, I am excited. I have finished the rough draft of my first book. It has been a rough few months, but I made it happen. Started working on it 10 months ago. My passion and was dedicated to the process and continuing on. Wow, I am really done with it, well still must edit. Wanted to share the good news here on my blog. I don’t know if I should be this excited. There are still ways to go. For the rest of the week I will be done with edits and working on book covers. For the rest of the night, I am relaxing and mentally prepared myself for the next steps. Also, will be finishing up my poetry book soon. I am in a zone and the pen flowing. I love it. Again, want to give thanks to those who gave encouraging words and helped me on this writing journey of mine.

Hopefully, editing will be done by this weekend. I have 18 chapters to go through so I know I will be busy with work, and this. I got this I am ready! My grandma and mom would be proud. I also have good and new ideas for my blog, so I am excited about everything. Happy night for me! Okay, do not want to keep rambling…

Exciting Monday night. How is the night going for you? Ready for the week ahead? Hope you all have a good one!!!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Cuts of Pain…

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Cut Deep

The pain cuts deep, a wound unseen

Lost and hurt, I try to glean

A way forward, to heal and mend

But the ache persists, it does not end

I mourn the loss of what once was

A love that’s gone, now just because

Of things unsaid, or left undone

I wish I could go back, and be someone

Who knew how to love, and how to care

Who could have saved us, from this despair

Now all that’s left, is this elegy

A tribute to what once was, but now must be

Laid to rest, and let go of

The pain and hurt, that once was love

May we find peace, in the memories we keep

And solace in the knowledge, that love runs deep.

While being deep in cuts of pain.

-Cuts Of Pain-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading

Dreamland

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In dreamland, love’s fantasies take flight

Where hearts entwine in sweet delight

A world of wonder, free from strife

Where dreams of love bring forth new life

In sleep, we wander through this land

Where passion’s fire lights the sand

And as we dream of love’s embrace

Our hearts are filled with grace

Through fields of flowers, we gently tread

With love’s sweet whispers in our head

We dance beneath the starry skies

And feel love’s magic in our eyes

So let us dream of love and more

And let it fill our hearts once more

For in dreamland, all is right

Where love’s sweet dreams take flight

It’s so Dreamy!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Write On! 

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In the serene of my space

I sit and write

Pen in hand the words flow from my mind

Love writing

It’s my escape my delight

A haven where my thoughts can be refined

The rhythm of my heartbeats

Steady and calm 

A symphony of words a melody that sings 

The words

They dance and sway like a palm 

In the gentle breeze that life and nature brings 

Peace surrounds me as I pour out my soul 

The ink on paper

A reflection of my heart 

Each word

A piece of me

A story to be told 

A masterpiece in the making of a work of art

Writing is my passion

My true love 

A gift that brings me joy

Beyond measure 

In this world of chaos it’s my peace

I Write On

It’s a source of endless pleasure!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for visiting!

Poetry! | Just Write

Fantasy World! | Just Write

Night Glow

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Exciting night

I can’t hide

This smile on my face and

My happy stance

Glowing in the night

A day filled with blessings

Makes a good night’s rest

Glowing in the night

No anger in sight

Nobody to bring me down

Glowing in the night

Poetry writing with a

Glass of wine, maybe something stronger

Something to smoke

Creating great text line after line

Glowing in the night

With success on my mind

Winning

Everything is chill, doing me

Night winding down

My happy stance with a huge smile

A joyful night

My night glows

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

***Random Poem!!!! So Random***

Love Yourself!!

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Just a reminder to LOVE yourself through it all. Give yourself time to understand and deal with a situation do not give up hope. Be strong and you got this. Be the change you wish to see! Self-love is best

Sending prayers and love to those in need and do not forget to love those around you and of course yourself. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings

Love Faith, Love and Commitment

Love YOU, Be YOU!

Thank You!

Zealous!

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In my realm of zealous souls

I stand tall

Obsessed with passion

I heed its call

In every endeavor

I give my all

Driven by zeal

I never stall

With a fiery spirit

I chase my dreams

Through turbulent waters and silent streams

My zeal is a beacon

Or so it seems

Guiding me through life’s intricate schemes

Though challenges may come my way

My zeal will never fade or sway

For in my heart

It will always stay

A devoutness flame lighting my day!

-Zealous-

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for visiting.

Abandonment…..

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How it started and when it started

This feeling on being unwanted

Abandonment

As a child,

As a teen

As an adult

Being told at a young age

I’m not good enough

Cute enough

Smart enough

That I am nothing at all

Left alone

Darkness

Abandonment

By those who said they love me

Would always be there

But you see they are

Gone

Nowhere to be found

Abandonment

Searching for answers

Feeling of being alone

Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful

Can’t speak, Afraid

My voice does not matter

Abandonment

Got me feeling no one cares

Abandonment

Screaming out for help

Being left, being unheard

Being let down constantly

Abandonment

Even by myself

I let me down too

Abandonment

Feeling of being ashamed

Of my pain

My scars

The fucked up past

Lifeless

Why though?

Being abandoned so young

Made me grow into darkness

Abandonment

Something I still try to get over

Darkness

Abandonment

Feeling lost

Unwanted

Unloved

It is too much of a feeling

This sad, and fucked up feeling of

A nobody

A Lost soul

Feelings of and the truth of..

Abandonment

-Abandonment-

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.