Oh well! 

Damn though it is my fault. Everything is on me and I did this to myself by being in this shell of mine, not letting my true feelings out. I guess I have been in shutdown mode. Grieving today and a broken heart is added. Damn story of my life. I cannot seem to get it together and another person left me, and I do not blame him. It is my fault. It is what it is. Though my heart hurts it’s because of my own doing. DAMN 

 Oh Well, Oh Well, Oh Well, I will be alright……Hopefully 

Hope your day is way better than mine is! 🖤🤎💙💗💚💛🧡🤍💜

Blessings! 

Thank you for reading. 

Ray’Elaine, The Author

I did it, It is Official!!

I am so happy right now. I did it, finally published my first book. Me an author it is so amazing. I can’t believe it. Feel like I’m on a high. Thankful for this moment. Can’t stop smiling 🙂😀

Still working on my author page and other things. I’m ready to start promoting and of course write more books. She is so focused! Thanks for all the support! I appreciate it all.

In the mood to celebrate. How is y’all night going? Working on any projects? Are you writing? Any fun plans for the weekend? Have a good night!

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Focused on me!



More information on my book. Please feel free to leave feedback. Thank you in advance.

The title of my book is: Anything For The Take
Here is the link to it on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B9J83KMY/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_0127NEE4CV25HAMH5V81

Finally!!

So tonight, I am excited. I have finished the rough draft of my first book. It has been a rough few months, but I made it happen. Started working on it 10 months ago. My passion and was dedicated to the process and continuing on. Wow, I am really done with it, well still must edit. Wanted to share the good news here on my blog. I don’t know if I should be this excited. There are still ways to go. For the rest of the week I will be done with edits and working on book covers. For the rest of the night, I am relaxing and mentally prepared myself for the next steps. Also, will be finishing up my poetry book soon. I am in a zone and the pen flowing. I love it. Again, want to give thanks to those who gave encouraging words and helped me on this writing journey of mine.

Hopefully, editing will be done by this weekend. I have 18 chapters to go through so I know I will be busy with work, and this. I got this I am ready! My grandma and mom would be proud. I also have good and new ideas for my blog, so I am excited about everything. Happy night for me! Okay, do not want to keep rambling…

Exciting Monday night. How is the night going for you? Ready for the week ahead? Hope you all have a good one!!!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

A True Love (Poem)

A story of love was told quite true

From deep within the soul

The music and fun were so new

Two hearts that beat fast

Forever to last

A love that was born just for two

From deep within the soul

A love so true

-A True Love-

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚❤🧡🤍💜❤

Thank you for reading.

More from Ray’Elaine!!!

Calmness 

Amidst the chaos of the world so wide 

There lies a place where peace resides 

A calmness that can’t be denied 

A feeling that beautifully abides 

With each breath, the mind is eased 

As worries and fears are released 

And the soul is finally appeased 

The stillness that has increased 

In this serene and tranquil state 

There is no room for hate or debate 

Only love, joy, and pure grace 

That fills every moment and space 

I seek this inner peace 

And let the worries and troubles cease 

For in the calmness, I find release 

And a world that is filled with ease 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Pain & Pleasure!

The pain I feel when we are

Apart

How my mind, heart, and body aches

That painful feeling, a gut punch

The pain I feel when I think

I cannot have you

The pain of my wrath

And then

That feeling of it is worth it

Pleasure, I feel when you are beside me

Pleasure through my heart, my body

Knowing you are there, you love me

Your never scared

Pleasuring in knowing our bond

Is like no other

The Pain & Pleasure of loving you

I will endure

In the end we both are worth it

The Pain & Pleasure of true love

Pain & Pleasure we face together

And here on out

Our love gets better

Pain & Pleasure

We

Share together!

-Pain & Pleasure-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Demons…

Demons live inside 

Quiet and kept 

Some I can hide  

Some I cannot 

Quiet and shy 

Demons inside 

Living rent free 

Enjoying the ride 

Demons inside 

I try to get rid of 

At least contain them 

But some days 

My demons  

Want to be let out 

Cause hurt 

Damage and chaos are

In tow 

My demons 

Now 

Loud and at surface 

My thoughts tease them 

My rage feeds them 

Demons inside 

Loud and in my face 

Nowhere to hide 

Deal with them Now 

Demons inside 

Leaves behind 

Nightmares 

Damn 

Bad days and uncertainty  

Demons inside 

Those dark days 

Brings an unsober mind

I’m in a shell 

Demons inside 

I’m not myself 

Some I can hide 

Some I cannot 

Damn demons deep within 

My demons 

Taking over. 

-Demons- 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.

#Poet #DarkPoetry #Life #JustWrite

Sacrifices… 

Life’s path is paved with sacrifices made 
A journey where each step must be paid. Hardships and struggles are constant companions
Testing our wills like a fierce battalion.  Yet we carry on with hope in our hearts. Braving each storm until it departs. For we know that in the end, it all adds up
The sacrifices made, the bitter cups. And as we reach the final bend. We can look back and say. I did it, my friend 

-Sacrifices- 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Dream Chaser

Stepping into the world

With a purpose, with goals

Ms. Dream Chaser

Reaching high for those stars

Wanting more, become the best me

Ms. Dream Chaser

I will not give up

Dedication through my veins

Passion and creativeness I rain

Ms. Dream Chaser

Get what I set my eyes on

At my grasp, I can do it

Focused and never settle

Ms. Dream Chaser

Chasing my dreams forever.

Blessings

Thank you for reading.

Passion Within Me!

Passion burns within my heart

A flame that cannot be tamed

It drives me to create my art

And leaves my soul forever changed.

With every beat, my passion grows

And fills me with a fierce desire

To chase my dreams and conquer foes

And reach for goals that are much higher.

My heart and soul are set ablaze

With fiery passion that never fades

And I will follow where it leads

To find the life my heart truly needs.

Passion is the driving force

That fuels our souls and sets us free

And I will follow without remorse

Wherever it may lead me

It is the passion within me!

-Passion Within Me!-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Creative Mind! 

In the stillness of my mind 

A spark ignites a flame to find 

The world around me fades away 

As I lose myself in creative play 

With pen in hand and heart ablaze 

I craft a world that’s all my own 

Characters dance, and stories unfold 

As my imagination takes me home 

Designing and creating it’s all a thrill 

A passion that my heart can’t still 

To be an author, my greatest dream 

To share my stories, make them gleam 

Love is what drives me to create 

To bring my visions to life and relate 

With every word, every stroke of the pen 

I find myself again and again 

Let me write. Let me design 

Let me create. Let me shine 

For in these moments, I am free 

And that’s where I’m meant to be! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Old Soul! 

In this world of modernity and haste 

I am an old-school soul with grace and taste 

My heart beats to the rhythm of Motown 

And my spirit soars to the sound of jazz blown 

My soulful nature brings me joy and delight 

As I dance to the beat with all my might 

With every step, I feel the music’s power 

And I am transported to a magical hour 

In a world that sometimes seems cold and gray 

I find warmth and comfort in the old soul way 

With melodies that move my heart and soul 

I find happiness that makes me feel whole 

Let the modern world keep spinning fast 

I’ll stay true to my old-school soul at last 

With every note and every beat 

My soulful joy will always be complete 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.