Oh well!

Sticky11/23/2023thoughtsBlogging, Feelings, Grieving, Hurting, JustWrite, life, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Damn though it is my fault. Everything is on me and I did this to myself by being in this shell of mine, not letting my true feelings out. I guess I have been in shutdown mode. Grieving today and a broken heart is added. Damn story of my life. I cannot seem to get it together and another person left me, and I do not blame him. It is my fault. It is what it is. Though my heart hurts it’s because of my own doing. DAMN

Oh Well, Oh Well, Oh Well, I will be alright……Hopefully

Hope your day is way better than mine is! 🖤🤎💙💗💚💛🧡🤍💜

Blessings!

Thank you for reading.

Ray’Elaine, The Author

Sticky08/12/2022thoughtsAuthor, Dedication, Dreams, Happiness, Just Write, life, Love, Passion, Ray'Elaine, Write LifeRay'Elaine

I did it, It is Official!!

I am so happy right now. I did it, finally published my first book. Me an author it is so amazing. I can’t believe it. Feel like I’m on a high. Thankful for this moment. Can’t stop smiling 🙂😀

Still working on my author page and other things. I’m ready to start promoting and of course write more books. She is so focused! Thanks for all the support! I appreciate it all.

In the mood to celebrate. How is y’all night going? Working on any projects? Are you writing? Any fun plans for the weekend? Have a good night!

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Focused on me!

More information on my book. Please feel free to leave feedback. Thank you in advance.

The title of my book is: Anything For The Take
Here is the link to it on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B9J83KMY/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_0127NEE4CV25HAMH5V81

Finally!!

Sticky07/16/2022Short Stories, thoughtsAuthor, Dreams, Excitied, Faith, Feelings, Happiness, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, Motivation, Passion, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

So tonight, I am excited. I have finished the rough draft of my first book. It has been a rough few months, but I made it happen. Started working on it 10 months ago. My passion and was dedicated to the process and continuing on. Wow, I am really done with it, well still must edit. Wanted to share the good news here on my blog. I don’t know if I should be this excited. There are still ways to go. For the rest of the week I will be done with edits and working on book covers. For the rest of the night, I am relaxing and mentally prepared myself for the next steps. Also, will be finishing up my poetry book soon. I am in a zone and the pen flowing. I love it. Again, want to give thanks to those who gave encouraging words and helped me on this writing journey of mine.

Hopefully, editing will be done by this weekend. I have 18 chapters to go through so I know I will be busy with work, and this. I got this I am ready! My grandma and mom would be proud. I also have good and new ideas for my blog, so I am excited about everything. Happy night for me! Okay, do not want to keep rambling…

Exciting Monday night. How is the night going for you? Ready for the week ahead? Hope you all have a good one!!!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Orange Rose!

09/05/2026poetryhappy, poetry, life, Passion, Blogging, JustWrite, Desire, Ray'Elaine, Poem, Orange Rose, Meaning, FascinationRay'Elaine

An orange rose, a symbol of desire

Its fiery hue ignites a passionate fire

A bloom so bold, it speaks of enthusiasm

And a longing for a love without inhibition.

This rose speaks of warmth and energy

Of excitement and fervency

It tells a tale of a love that’s bold

And a heart that’s free, yet still holds.

So when you see an orange rose in bloom

Think of passion, desire, and a love that consumes

For this rose is not just a simple flower

But a symbol of a love that has the power.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Love I Never Had!

08/31/2026poetryBlog, Cool, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, Love I Never Had, Lust, MyThoughts, Poems, Poerty, Ray'Elaine, writerRay'Elaine

Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Feelings and thoughts of can I be in love?
I Love the way he makes me feel
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
An understanding love
He gets me, and speaks to me with respect
His care for me and mine for him
It’s a
Love I Never Had
Trusting
Blushing
Feeling appreciated
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
Sometimes makes me wonder
I pause, I’m not too sure
All in my head
Thinking it can’t be real
A love I never had
Believing in me, my dreams
Our future
Encourage me to keep going
Even when I don’t want to, he won’t let me sink
His kind words and gentle voice
Love of gentleness
It’s really a
Love I never had
Feeling safe and secure, wanted
Feel it in my spirit, my heart, in my body
Needing more and more
It’s a
Love I Never Had
He is constantly on my mind
Damn, Day and night
Fighting with me through my pains speaks love to me
He says he cares, he loves me
Me hoping I’m what he needs, what he wants
A soul-to-soul love
A Love I don’t want to fade, want to last forever
Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Still though
It’s a love I Never Had!!!

Blessings and Love!
Thank You For Reading

A Purpose!

08/30/2026poetryAuthor, Blog, Faith, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, MyThoughts, Overthinker, Poet, poetry, Positive, Purpose, Ray'Elaine, Searching, writerRay'Elaine

Lost in the maze of life’s design

I search for purpose, a grand design

I wander through the winding trails

Hoping that my destiny unveils

I seek for love, a shining star

To guide me from the shadows afar

I yearn for someone to hold my hand

And lead me to the promised land

In the quiet of the night, I pray

For a sign to light my way

I search for answers in every place

Hoping to find my rightful space

Oh, the quest for purpose and love

A journey that’s always challenging to prove

But I’ll keep searching, never giving up

For I know someday, I’ll find my luck

Still searching….

-A Purpose-

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💗💚🧡❤🤍💜

Thank you for reading.

Fear of Me!!

08/29/2026Poems, poetry, thoughtsBlogging, Fear, Fear of Me', Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, MyThoughts, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Secrets, thoughts, Truths, WritingRay'Elaine

I fear the girl inside my chest

Inside my mind, body

My soul

The one who never lets me rest

The shadow stitched beneath my skin

The quiet truths I hold within

She rises when the night is deep

Whispers secrets that I try hard to keep

Shows me mirrors I have avoided

Reveals the strength I once destroyed

But still, I walk toward her light

Through trembling hands and restless nights

For every fear I try to hide

Is just my power, turned inside

Maybe turned outside

Fear Of Me

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading

Thoughtful!

08/28/2026poetryBlogging, Caring, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, Kindness, life, Love, MyThoughts, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Thoughtful, WritingRay'Elaine

Gentle whispers

Kindness in gentle waves

Mindful of other’s needs

Caring

Kindness blooms in empathetic actions

Thoughtful!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Let It Go

08/28/2026Poems, thoughts, poetryBlog, Blogging, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, Let Go, life, Love, poetry, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Let It Go

I am learning day by day that it is okay for me to let things go, let go and be free

Let go of the anger

Let go of the lies

Let go of the pain

Let go of those who are toxic to you and your well being

Let go of it all

Let go and open your mind

Let go and open your heart, let go and let God

Let go and welcome sunshine into your life

Let it all go

It is okay and I am learning to move on and continue to love me and have a happy life. Let go of the things that I can not control and take it for what it is.

I love the feeling of being happy and at peace. I am letting it all go. I am happy and content!