My mind is hazy my eyes are watered I am confused as I look down at the object in my hand, I could not have, no this is not happening. As I look around me and see all the damage that was done, I start panicking and screaming the mess before me was a terrifying scene.
I ran to the bathroom and the face before me was not mine. Who is this person what have they done with the old me?
Then I look down at my bloody hands trying to figure what has happened I try washing the blood from my hands and arm I am scrubbing hard and screaming the word no over and over. Then there was pain all through my body, then DARKNESS………… WTF
Been writing off and on toady happy with what I got done, so about to take a break maybe read a book or watch a little TV. Going to be back at it later.
I am thinking writing and wine for later. Yeah that sounds good! Happy Saturday People hope your day is going good. Happy writing to the writers out there. Remember to be yourself and love yourself through it all. Self Love is what we all need. Love self first!
This it for now I shall return later. Have a good one!
Just had to take a moment and think of everything that I am grateful for. Though the last few months I have been very busy I am proud of myself. Grateful that I have the strength to get through those not-so-good days and push through with my writing. Got so much done with my book and I am grateful for that too. Grateful to those who have been patient and understanding with me. It has been rough, but I am still striving to work on my dreams. So grateful and thankful for my family. My two kids are my biggest supporters, and their love and support are everything to me. I will continue to have faith and keep on working on myself. I am grateful I have made it this far. At the beginning of doing this blog and writing a book, I was always self-doubting. So again, I say I am proud of myself. Grateful for it all. Shoutout to those who supported me on here and took the time to read my blog. I appreciate it.
Just wanted to let that out. Still a work in progress. 🖤🧡💙🤎💛💚❤💜💕