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QOTD 3/21/23

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Good morning!

Today quote is:

“Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness.” – Desmond Tutu.

Have a great day!

Blessings and Love!

Thanks for stopping by.

Monday Night. Write Night.

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Hello my blog peeps!

Tonight, is a write and edit night. Been at it for hours and I am still on it, I am making progress and love it. That is tonight’s blog post. Writing, Music, and I. In a okay mood

Hope all is good with you all and you got some goals completed today. Love yourself and those close to you. Have a good one.  That’s all I got for you at the moment. Focused.

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Learn to Love

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Gentle guidance, patient pace

Learning to love, a daunting race

Heart aflutter, mind a maze

Fumbling steps, unsure ways

With each stumble, we grow wise

Love’s mysteries, we begin to surmise

Through trials and errors, we improvise

And in our hearts, love multiplies

The ghazal of love, a journey long

But with each step, we grow strong

Learning to love, a lifelong song

With each verse, our hearts belong.

-Learn to Love-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Honest-Feels Tonight

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Hello All,

Man, tonight is not a good night. I have been trying to have a positive outlook, and thoughts about life and have been encouraging others to do the same. But me being honest lately it has been hard to do. Especially today. Tonight, my thoughts are dark, and I have been drinking for hours, which I am not supposed to be doing. Without a damn care in the world. Honestly right now my feelings are numb. I do not care about shit right now, and yeah maybe it is the liquor or maybe my wicked thought’s, how I feel about myself at the moment. I want to unleash. Fight mode. Hurting. All day I have being giving myself pep talks and trying to rise above this dark feeling.

But I am tired. Tired of being there for people who can’t help me with shit. It is only so much a person can take. People who I cannot call on to even talk to.  Tired of it all. All I do is give to others, while I am suffering through a lot. Help them always in their time of need. But who is there for me. And yes, I know you should not help others and look for something in return, but damn people I help sometimes I wish I can call them and need them.

Often, I feel like my feelings do not matter at all. It is all about what a person can get out of me. SAD but it is a truth in my life. You’ll think I be use to it by now. Same shit different day…

So here I am writing in my notebook and my blog and about to tune everything out. Phone is off, tv is off. Just drinking and thinking (SMH) hopefully this would pass, been here before and it is not good.

Venting and letting it out as always, no matter what it is. If you think this is too dark or not for you. MOVE ON. VENT SESSION

Just rambling on and venting. Just wish I had a person for me to talk to about anything. Yes I am guarded but still haven’t met a person who I trust enough to let them in and be vulnerable with them. Sill working on it,

Anyways back to my fucked-up night. Writing and music take me away.

Hope you all night is better!

My misery does not like company! Even though I go through a lot I do not wish it on others.

She just being HONEST. Tired of it ALL

Have a good one.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Prompt 5!

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What tattoo do you want and where would you put it?

Well, this question has two answers. One tattoo I would like to get is something that would be symbolizing my mom. Her name or maybe her favorite things. With a cute design, I was thinking butterflies since I love them so much. She would always buy me things that had butterflies on it. I know that butterfly tattoos are somewhat popular. Just need to come up with something cute and cool and of course something I know that she would like. I am still thinking, designing what I really want for this tattoo. I would put the tat on my right arm or leg, maybe my wrist.

The second one, I would want a lioness, lion tattoo with a cool fiery with blue flames background. I always wanted a lion tattoo, or the zodiac sign tatted on me. The lion tat I would put on legs or my back.

Nothing too far out there. Already have two tattoos and I want more.

What about you? Do you like/love tattoos?

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.