Have you ever felt like you wanted a fresh start or have a reset button? Maybe a pause button like whoa damn slow down life. A fresh start would be nice for me and my family. Thinking out loud and maybe do a longer post about it tomorrow….I am tired and have too much on my mind.
That is my post my feelings tonight. A fresh start is needed. **Short Post**
Sometimes I wonder where all this overthinking gets me. I do not like it and tonight my mind is in overboard, elevated level, overload, just going miles. So much is on my mind, tried to keep busy with writing, then tried watching tv but that did not last long. Ugh, need to go to bed seriously praying tomorrow is a better day. Just thinking out loud. And I hate being emotional. What a day. What a night.
Why am I such an overthinker? I tend to second guess myself all the time and I take a long time to make a decision. I think about everything. My mind is constantly going and thinking of stuff weather it is good or bad. I also worry a lot and putting that with me overthinker and boom its chaotic and very overwhelming. I try to sit back and relax but I can admit that sometimes I am uptight and too much going on and to worry about. I have heard some people say that being an overthinker is a bad thing. What do you think? Are you like this? Every situation I come across I over think about it, and sometimes I feel bad about the decisions that I make. This is a trait of mine that I do not like, it can be annoying at times. Wow I really need to relax, take it a day at a time, anyways I am overthinking right now, that is just me.
Somethings I know about myself that I feel is not a good thing would be overthinking, non-trusting, and being in my head too much. I feel sometimes these things hold me back and seem to not have it all together. Oh, and self-doubting I tend to second guess myself all the time in anything that I do. It annoys me sometimes that is why I want to change it. I must figure out all the craziness inside my mind and try my best to move forward, make better changes. Be more relaxed, stress free. Try to do something without over thinking it or have self-doubt. Self-doubting is one of the reasons my book is not done yet, again craziness it has been 2 years. Yeah, I definitely need to get it together. No, I don’t know how I can overcome these things, but I will do some research and try.
Just thinking of the things that I feel is holding me back and thinking of ways to change that about myself. Want to be able to put good work out there and feel happy with the decisions I have made. Try something new surrounding my daily life. I don’t know. Anybody else having problems with self-doubt? Are you an overthinker? Are you too much in your head? Is anything holding you back? Thinking and more thinking!