Tag Archives: Relationship

Toss/Turn

Tossing and turning

Mind wondering

Can’t sleep

This man on my brain

Thinking of the way

Our hands roamed

The way

Our bodies moved

Tossing and turning

It’s him I’m wanting

Me wanting

To stare into his eyes

Wanting to kiss his lips

Tossing and turning

Yearning for his voice

Feining for his touch

Damn thinking

Too much

Tossing and turning

Wishing I had him

Holding

Cuddling me

Damn I’m up

Damn this man

I feel lost

Without

Damn wide awake

Wishing and yearning

Mind wondering

Can’t sleep

Just

Tossing and turning!!

Blessings and Love!

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Want What You Cannot Have.

Want it, Can’t Have it…..

Have you been in a situation where you have to walk away from someone love because you knew in your heart that the two you would not have worked out? I am just sitting here thinking of that person and I miss him. Been feeling so lonely lately and thinking and missing him is making me feel worse because that is who I want. Badly. I miss the way he used to look at me, our conversations, our silliness, our vibe, the compliments, and him always being real with me. We had to walk away from each other, and it still hurts. I want him in my life, and I still feel that it would not work out for me due to me knowing this person well the way they think, and their personality. Sometimes it annoys me wondering about what if. What would happen if we did have a relationship? What if we try now? Wondering if I made a mistake when I had to walkway from him. Hate feeling this way and again feel lonely and want him next to me even if not in a relationship with me just to talk to each other would be good. I need to find something to do because he is too much on my mind. SMH, I do not like it. He probably does not still feel the same way. Should I reach out or just leave it alone? Maybe too much time has passed.

 Or

Have you ever had a person in your life that could not let go? Did all the wrong things in the relationship and you endured a lot and decided to leave but they just will not let you go. Dealing with that currently. Yeah, today I am dealing with a lot got someone who wants me but I don’t want them I feel I tried so hard for years and got hurt and I am over it. Haven’t been with this person for years and they won’t let up. Yeah, fucking annoying. And then I want someone who probably does not want me or thinking about me at all, the difference is I am not bugging the other person or begging them to want me. Constantly calling or texting them. It is the want what I cannot have syndrome we both got I guess lol. Emotions are everywhere though

Damn, can I catch a break…. LOL a little too much at the moment.

That damn feeling of wanting what you cannot have……

Blessings and Love!

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True Love!!

True Love!

Searching

Looking, wishing for

A

True love

Love that does not hurt me

Love that sees me, wants me

His love and only me

Love with us being friend’s

Soul mates

Searching, Looking

Wishing for a

True love

Love that holds me

Holding tight

I am safe

Love that brings warmth

Happiness

Love that grows

Searching, Looking

Wishing for a

True love

Love with communication

Love that trust

A great bond

Searching, Looking

Wishing for a

True love

Love with chemistry

Intimacy

Love with faith

Love with hope, light

Searching, Looking

Wishing for a

True love

Love that faces problems

But still, love

Love that is strong

Powerful

Love with dreams

Long-lasting love

I am

Searching

Looking

And

Wishing for and

Wanting a

True love!

Blessings and Love!

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Love or Lust?

Crazy: Love, Lust


Hello everyone,

Y’all know that feeling. The feeling of being in love or you think you are. Your in the stage of feeling all the emotions like all of them. You don’t like them, or their ways, everything irritate you. You question everything wondering if you made the right decision or is it LUST. Is it real or are they using you or, you using them what is it? You love them, you hate them sometimes need space from each other. I call it the test phase where both parties like to test each other and push buttons and get reactions.

Smh but that’s what happens when you really not sure if it’s love or lust or if it’s the person you really want. Sometimes it can be just sex that keep two people together, there is no real love between them. Some might think so but NO. Why do we put ourselves in situations like this? If it is real love it will not hurt you, make you feel low and sad, or have you second guessing yourself. I’m just saying this love thang can be Crazy. Seriously 😂

Am I the only to think so? I get there will be ups and downs in relationships but, if it is constant and you feel stuck or it’s too much to deal with, or feel like you both can not get on better terms LEAVE. I feel a person should not settle or put up with BS just to not be or feel alone. What do you guys think? Do you choose love or lust?

Blessings All
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Not a expert. Just my thoughts please feel free to like, comment, and share

We!!

We!

The way you make my eyes sparkle

My body blush,

always smilling

I like this feeling

the feeling of you,

around me Kissing me

I’m Yours

We Free

You

loving on me

Me

Loving you, We have Passion

Great Chemistry

This is love, this is peace,

And I am Loving This! Can we keep this

We Love!!!! We Good We together=STRONG

Thank You for reading!

An old poem of mines….. 12/05/2020

Updated a little! 07/22/2021