Wishing I was better than I was yesterday
Wishing my dreams would happen overnight
Wishing I can stop the overthinking
Wishing my grandma and mom were here
Wishing I can forget all the problems
Wishing life was a little easier
Wishing I had someone who shares my hopes and dreams
Wishing I was not lonely
Wishing for a calm mind
Wishing for more strength
It is just a night
Of wishful thinking
The wishing continues….
Blessings and Love
Thank you for reading.
Elevating, believing in myself
I hear my voice. It echoes with wealth
A wealth of confidence and inner strength
A power within that goes to great length
Lengths that I once thought were out of reach
Now I know that my goals I can breach
My doubts and fears fall away like dust
As I rise higher in myself, I trust
Trust in the journey, trust in the climb
With each step forward, I’m on the incline
The top may be far, but I will prevail
For I am capable, and my spirit will not fail
Elevating, believing in myself
I hear my voice. It echoes with wealth!
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
There once was a girl who loved football
Her team loyalty, she did not cull
With the NFL on the screen
She was living her dream
Having fun and feeling those chill vibes in full
She’d cheer for her team with great pride
Her passion for the game could not hide
Her love for football
Was infectious to all
And with her, others would soon abide
On game day, she’d gather with friends
Their excitement, she’d always extend
With snacks and drinks in tow
They’d watch the game’s flow
And celebrate each touchdown in the end
If you’re a football girl at heart
Don’t be afraid to let out a shout or a fart
Embrace your love for the game
And let it ignite a flame
Of fun and chill vibes that never depart
-Football Girl-
Blesslings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
I Come From
Faith, Strength, and Love
I Come From
A place of dedication, hard work, and common sense
I Come From
Beautiful magic, secrete potions, and jungles
I Come From
A place of truth, passion, and hope
I Come From
Time, Life, and Music
I Come From
A place of vulnerability, fear, and worry
I Come From
Inspiration, Deep Souls, and light
I Come From
A place of the good, the bad, the evil
I Come From
As you see
Many places!
-I Come From-
Blessings and Love!!
Thank you for reading.
Letting it out…
My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been 5 years, 5 months, 23 days ago and I’m still not over it at all. I do not know what to do.
Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.
Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?
It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.
This addiction I have
Got me in a chokehold
Trying to break free
Addiction
Taking control of me
My thoughts
My movements
My soul
Addiction
Sometimes is scary
To let go
Addiction
Who became a friend of mine
Best friends
He say we are friends forever
Addiction
Got me in a
Daze
Sometimes not seeing straight
My mental completely off
And it causes an uproar
Addiction
The things I crave
Fighting through it all
But this Addiction
Still
Has me in a drunken daze
DAMN…
Blessings and Love
Thank you for reading.
***A poem!***
She walks upon the earth with grace
A woman of many faces, a dreamer, a lover, a warrior
A true lioness, fierce and strong in her ways
In her dreams, she roams free
A wild spirit, untamed and untethered
Following her heart without hesitation
Exploring the depths of her imagination
As a lover, she is tender and kind
Her heart overflowing with passion and desire
She gives herself freely to those who worthy of her love
And cherishes the moments that they share
But do not mistake her gentle nature
For within her beats the heart of a warrior
A fierce defender of all that she holds dear
She will fight to protect, with no hint of fear
She is a true lioness, a force to be reckoned with
Her spirit unbreakable, her will unyielding
A woman of many faces, a dreamer, a lover, a warrior
A true inspiration to all who cross her path.
I am a Dreamer, Lover, Warrior!
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
I think love is complicated
Sometimes and
Love is hard to get out of you.
Can be annoying at times
But, Hay
Love is a challenge
Love, what is it about love?
Love is like
War
Love is easy
To start
Love is hard
To end
And
Love is
Impossible to forget
Love is
Many
Things
Love?
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Riding through the night with the wind in our hair
We seek adventure, we have no cares to spare
Fun is our mission, good vibes our guide
Our hearts are open, our spirits cannot hide
We laugh and we sing, under the starry sky
Our memories we cherish, as time passes by
Our journey is long, but our spirits are high
For we know that this night will never die
So let us ride on, and never look back
For this adventure is one we will always track
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
In the chaos of the stormy sea
A beacon shines so bright and free
Calm amidst the swirling tide
A steady heart where peace resides
When tempests rage and thunder roars
The level head it calmly soars
Guiding through the darkest night
With clarity, it’s guiding light
In heated moments, tempers flare
But wisdom finds the cooler air
A balanced mind, a tranquil soul
In every challenge, it plays its role
So be the rock, unshaken, strong
Where understanding lingers long
In every trial, be steadfast
Level heads will always last
-Level Head-
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
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