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Fight…

Fight

Sometimes in life, we have to fight

Fight for ourselves, fight for those we love

Those we protect

Fight for what we want

Fight for love, our peace

For Justice

Fight for happiness

Fight tough battels

Fight tough addictions

Fighting hard

Fight for the dreams we desire

Fight for the right job

In life, we fight

Fight hard

Fight off your bad thoughts, bad energy

Fight off those who try to bring you down

Fight and more fighting

To

Get to the top, in any which way you can

Or feel

Fight hard

Fight demons, fight predators

Fight time

Fight people

Fight our inner selves

Fight temptation

Fight the ugliness of the world

Sometimes in life we

Just keep fighting

Sometimes we have no choice

But, to fight

Fight through it all.

Fight….

Thank you for reading.

***And I AM A FIGHTER!!!!

***Much love all

Another Vent Night!

Venting….She Just Write! 🤷🏾‍♀️

Hello all,

 Really hate when I try my hardest to get over someone who my feelings were too involved with. Had strong feelings for them and I feel used, I feel uneasy. Seems like they really did not care about me, do not love me the way they said SMH. Been four months since I have heard from this person. But now he is trying to reach out to me. Like why? I am so pissed right now and yes; I am having a little anxiety. Have posted to my blog in the past about this person. No, it is not the first time he has just out of nowhere stopped talking to me. This is a cycle ugh and me do not like it at all. I do not understand it, maybe because twice already I have allowed it. Thinking he is already in a relationship and just talking to me for his convenience. In the past I did have feelings and wanted to give it another chance and that lasted all but three freaking months and not really with consistency. Here I go questioning myself and feeling confused and lost. So over it, told myself the last time that if he did it again that it would be done. I am standing on that. Cannot keep putting my love, my feelings, my soul, my mind, myself out there for people to keep hurting me, laughing at me. Especially when I am already going through so much stuff. Do not need the extra stress in my life.

Whew, breathe had to pause and write about this because it bothers me badly and you know that I like to write about how I feel. Let it all out. **Shrugs** SMH thinking damn again, why? What do he want from me? I know I am not the only one who have been here before. Hate when my feelings are strong and for the wrong freaking person. Now he misses me and want me, sending a lot of messages since Sunday evening. Need a drink something strong. It makes no sense. Was having a good day until this BS, UGH. Going to keep breathing and calm myself and focus on my writings. Try not to let it really get under my skin cause really have harsh ass words for him.

My feelings and venting are out and done, my bad if it’s too much for you all. Again, I vent and keep it real. He deserves my fist to his face seriously. Whew breathe again.

Am I crazy? The only one? Why? Hope your day and night was better.

Blessings all.

Thank you for reading.

#Vent #JustWrite #Focused #OVERIT

This song…Truth!!! 💜🖤💙💛

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Time

Time flies past us

As life goes on

Time

Something we have no control over

Tine

Waits for no one

Time

We think we have more of it

Think again we really don’t

Time

With life combines, can be chaos

Time

Here and now

Moving at a fast pace

Slows down for NONE

Time

While we stand still, waiting and wanting more

Times flies by us

With no worries

No commitments

Time

Comes with regret, hurt, lost, pain, sadness, numbness

Time

Brings life problems

Time moving fast

Time something, we cannot stop

But we must keep moving

Time

Something life will never

Be without

Life goes on, no matter what

Time

We stand by and watch

Time

Again, we cannot stop

Weather we want to or not

-Time-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading!.

MOM

Want to say Happy Heavenly Birthday to my mom. Even though I am sad and still hurt that she is not here I am going to be strong today. Do my writing like I know she wants me to continue to do. Really wish I can hear her voice but again I am going to make it through this day with happy memories of her. Missing her so much and still praying for healing and strength. I love and miss you, mom. Just Showing love to my mom. And know strength is needed badly. Prayers going up

Blessings all

Thank you for reading.

Forever LOVE

Unwanted

That feeling of being unwanted

Feeling unwanted. Pushed away, casted out

When all I hear is

We don’t want you

You don’t belong

Unwanted

Hearing them loud and clear

Hear it in my mind

Hear it in my heart

Unwanted

I question myself constantly

Is it how I look?

Is it how I talk? Or act?

Unwanted

Feeling unheard, hidden

Feeling misunderstood at times

Thinking how can I be better

For them

Unwanted

Alone

No one by my side

Walking that lonely road

That feeling all my life

Unwanted

That feeling of no love

Thinking would it always be this way?

Is there something wrong with me

Unwanted

And searching for

Someone to hear me, see me and

Love me

In this world of chaos

Just unwanted

That feeling that I don’t like.

-Unwanted-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

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