Just sitting here thinking like always lol and I am thinking about being alone lol. Yeah seriously. Lately it had been rough, and I think I need to get away and be by myself, maybe a week or two. It has been stressful at work, and I have been getting terribly upset by it. Personal life as well is stressful now just need a little break. I know I am not the only one. You just want to tell people to leave you alone and let you be. I know that will not happen soon just wishful thinking. Sometimes I want to turn my phone off and just sleep, but I have stuff to do, and I have a family to take care of, I am always busy busy busy, and my mind and body feels it. A spa day, some wine, a vacation somewhere nice would be great. A place that is quiet and relaxing and I can breathe easy and ease my mind will also be great.
Alone with me is what I want. Okay I am just venting here for a while sorry. I know we all have those days and if you are I am praying for you . I am about to write, get some chapters finished and relax I thank you for reading and enjoy your evening.
Now days I feel like I complain the most about having free, alone time, a hectic and chaos free day. I talk about being alone a lot and having some quiet time and peace. I feel like taking care of home, the work life, me writing, and starting a business I just want to take a time to take a break from it a all for like maybe a day or two or shit a week or two (LOL). I complain about not having fun, or doing the basic things for myself. I feel like sometimes I have a boring life. I do not do much, such a home body. Sometimes I feel the need to want to be alone by myself and just relax just be zoned out without a care. Live in a fantasy world for a while. And I say it is wishful thinking. My life iis hectic and always so much to do. Everybody deserves time off and relaxation. Am I wrong? I also complain about me overthinking lol. Those are the two things I complain about the most. I mean like every day. Crazy! But seriously alone time, a break, a vacation all sounds good and needed right now.
Are you a person who complains a lot? If so, what about?
Times when I am down and I am not feeling myself, I hate being lonely. Sometimes I wish there were someone here to love me, talk to me, to hold me and tell me everything will be okay. Yes, I am strong on my own, I get lonely sometimes. These last couple of weeks I have been feeling very lonely and been sad about it. Honestly, I wish the guy I talked about in a previous post was here with me, like damn I really want that man bad. And of course, as I stated before he is probably not thinking about me at all. I am just lonely and thinking. There has been so much going on in my life lately and I just want real love, real friendships, just realness in my life. Anyways, I am going to get over it hopefully soon, me thinking this way, I sometimes irritate myself like seriously lol, but it is what it is. Miss lonely speaking tonight. Hope you all are doing okay and having a good night. Remember to love yourself and those around you. Love, peace, happiness, and Blessings!
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