Tag Archives: thoughts

Old Soul! 

poetry, , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

In this world of modernity and haste 

I am an old-school soul with grace and taste 

My heart beats to the rhythm of Motown 

And my spirit soars to the sound of jazz blown 

My soulful nature brings me joy and delight 

As I dance to the beat with all my might 

With every step, I feel the music’s power 

And I am transported to a magical hour 

In a world that sometimes seems cold and gray 

I find warmth and comfort in the old soul way 

With melodies that move my heart and soul 

I find happiness that makes me feel whole 

Let the modern world keep spinning fast 

I’ll stay true to my old-school soul at last 

With every note and every beat 

My soulful joy will always be complete 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Monday Night. Write Night.

thoughts, , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Hello, my blog peeps!

Tonight is a write and edit night. Been at it for hours, and I am still on it. I am making progress and love it. That is tonight’s blog post. Writing, Music, and I. In an okay mood

Hope all is good with you all, and you got some goals completed today. Love yourself and those close to you. Have a good one.  That’s all I got for you at the moment. Focused.

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Lovely Bond!

poetry, , , , , , , , , , , , ,

In the depths of true love’s bond

A friendship strong and fond

Two hearts beat as one

A journey just begun.

Through trials and tribulations

They navigate this life

Together they stand

Hand in hand.

Their love is a flame that burns bright

Guiding them through the darkest night

A bond that can’t be broken

A love that’s outspoken.

In each other they find

A solace that’s hard to define

A love that’s pure and true

A friendship forever new.

For in the depths of true love’s bond

A friendship strong and fond

Two hearts become one

A journey of love begun.

-Lovely Bond-

Blessings and love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🧡❤🤍💜

Thank you for reading.

Abundance of Dreams!

Poems, poetry, , , , , , , , , , , ,

Abundance flows like a river’s stream

Love like a fire’s bright gleam

Endurance carries us through life’s test

Dreams inspire us to be our best

In a world full of wonder and awe

We’re blessed with the chance to break through life’s walls

With abundance, love, and endurance in tow

Our dreams can take flight and help us grow

Abundance of Dreams!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Slipping

poetry, , , , , , , , , , , , ,

S-Struggle, Spiteful, Stuck
L- Lousy, Losing
I-Impatient
P- Paranoid
P- Poisonous, Pain
I-Incomplete, Imperfect, Insane
N- Numb
G- Gone, Grumpy

Feeling stuck in life, times I want to be spiteful due to my struggles
Slipping
Sometimes I feel like a lousy person who is losing at life
Slipping
So impatient with myself, with everything
Slipping
I’m on edge, constant guard up, and paranoid
Slipping
Been poisoned with hate, hurt, grief, and pain, sometimes the pain is too much to deal with
Slipping
This imperfect self, feeling lost and incomplete. Insane with my thoughts
Slipping
She is numb to it all. It is what it is
Slipping
Lately been grumpy, with no feelings. Drugging and drinking, I’m gone
Damn
I’m
Slipping…..

Blessings and Love!


Thank you for reading.

Sabotage.

Poems, poetry, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

In my mind, a constant battle waged

A war between reason and impulse, uncaged

I knew what was right, what I should do

Yet self-sabotage always seemed to ensue.

Hurting those I loved, leaving them in tears

My actions driven by my deepest fears

I couldn’t seem to break free of this curse

My inner demons, my own worst enemy, perverse.

I pushed away those who wanted to help

My stubbornness, my pride, my greatest yelp

But deep down inside, I knew the truth

That I was the cause of my own abuse.

It took time and effort to turn things around

To break free of the chains that had me bound

Apologies were made, amends were sought

And slowly but surely, my life was re-wrought.

It’s not easy to face the harm we’ve caused

To admit our faults, to remove the gauze

But in doing so, we can find redemption

And learn to love ourselves without exception.

But damn sometimes it’s the

Self sabotage

That gets us!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Want What You Cannot Have.

thoughts, , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Want it, Can’t Have it…..

Have you been in a situation where you have to walk away from someone love because you knew in your heart that the two you would not have worked out? I am just sitting here thinking of that person and I miss him. Been feeling so lonely lately and thinking and missing him is making me feel worse because that is who I want. Badly. I miss the way he used to look at me, our conversations, our silliness, our vibe, the compliments, and him always being real with me. We had to walk away from each other, and it still hurts. I want him in my life, and I still feel that it would not work out for me due to me knowing this person well the way they think, and their personality. Sometimes it annoys me wondering about what if. What would happen if we did have a relationship? What if we try now? Wondering if I made a mistake when I had to walkway from him. Hate feeling this way and again feel lonely and want him next to me even if not in a relationship with me just to talk to each other would be good. I need to find something to do because he is too much on my mind. SMH, I do not like it. He probably does not still feel the same way. Should I reach out or just leave it alone? Maybe too much time has passed.

 Or

Have you ever had a person in your life that could not let go? Did all the wrong things in the relationship and you endured a lot and decided to leave but they just will not let you go. Dealing with that currently. Yeah, today I am dealing with a lot got someone who wants me but I don’t want them I feel I tried so hard for years and got hurt and I am over it. Haven’t been with this person for years and they won’t let up. Yeah, fucking annoying. And then I want someone who probably does not want me or thinking about me at all, the difference is I am not bugging the other person or begging them to want me. Constantly calling or texting them. It is the want what I cannot have syndrome we both got I guess lol. Emotions are everywhere though

Damn, can I catch a break…. LOL a little too much at the moment.

That damn feeling of wanting what you cannot have……

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Companionship!

Poems, poetry, thoughts, , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Companionship!

Needing

Longing

Wanting for those eyes

That stares back with soul,

Eyes that soothe you

Stares with love

Wanting for that touch

That

Brings comfort

Warmth

That hug

That

Brings calmness

Needing

Longing

Wanting for that heart

Pure

Believable

Heart

That brings

Trust

Security

Wanting to be someone

Who is

Wanted

Needed

Loved

Seen

Heard

Wanting for love

Same

I can give

Wanting for someone

Who brings

Light

Peace

Happiness

Wanting stability

Freedom

Loyalty

Respect

Family

Wanting

That

Good love

Passion

Dedication

Powerful

Needing

Longing for

Wanting

That

Desirable

Companionship!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Love, More Love!!!

https://writeblg.com/2021/12/08/true-love/
https://writeblg.com/2021/02/22/love-that/

Battle with myself

Poems, poetry, Short Stories, thoughts, , , , , , , , , ,

Battle with myself!

I look in the mirror and there are times where I do not like who is starring back

Telling myself to face my fears, be strong

I am battling myself it is tough battle trying to keep control of what is going on around me

I feel like I am losing. The doubting myself, feeling ashamed, I am feeling unworthy

I am battling myself through it all the good, the bad, and most definitely the ugly and the worst

I am my own worst enemy hard on me

Sometimes I like who and what I see and times I do not

I say to myself to suck it up it is life

Battling myself trying to keep from crying

Trying hard to fix my crown

Daily struggles sometimes hold me back

Battling myself this woman is hard to deal with

Tough and strong I say back to the mirror you got this, keep going, stop being in your own way

Battling myself I say take a breather and get back to it

Battling myself it is me versus me

A battle I will come out on top of

Me battling myself through it all enough is enough

Me battling myself it is time I choose I as I stare back in the mirror with a smile

I chose I in this battle with myself!