Tag Archives: Pain

L.I.G. Sunday

L.I.G.- Let It Go!

That's Right!

Let it all go and heal

Get better not for anyone else, do it for yourself

Let it all go, pain, hurt, rejection, fears let it all go

Breathe.....It will get better with time

Just Breathe..........

Thank you.

The Past

Hello to you

The past

Memories good and bad

Along with those tough decisions

The past

Many hopes and dreams

Many setbacks lost dreams

Loveless, trustless from loves that didn’t last

The past

Down and out, that lost feeling

Not feeling yourself, have mixed emotions

Brighter days to come

Faith steps in and it’s time for healing

The past

Unleash all that’s in my bag

Unleash all the bad

Overflowing

They say pain doesn’t last forever

The past makes me think otherwise

The past

Must let go, no longer holding baggage

Started with a hello

Now its ends with

Goodbye to you

The past.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Wrath

W- Weary, Wrong, Wildness

R- Ready, Ripe, Rage

Angry, Antsy, Abandon, Annoyance

T- Temper, Tension, Tantrum, Thoroughbred

H- Hot-Head, Honest, Hostile, Heartless

WRATH

A sin, this I know

Sometimes I let my wrath be

Shown

I can be wild with it

Wrath got me feeling

Raged, feeling I must be ready for anything

This wrath is

Known

The feeling of being wronged

And abandoned damn

This temper is at a high

Oh no

Here she is being hot headed

This wrath got me

Blown

Away with how

Heartless I can be

Coldness with honesty attached

Me filled with annoyance

Wrath got me feeling

Alone

Tension built up

Feeling

Hostile, weary

Sometimes so angry

Oh no

Here homegirl go with the

Tantrums

Wrath I see dark, want to hunt, and hurt

Wrath in play

Please move out the way

Wrath

A sin I know

Feeling the wrath

Something I am working on.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

COLD

Cold

Cold like the wind

Heart chilled, cool, cold

Shut off from me, you, the world

Standing still, stiff body, damn cold

Pitch black, where am I, nothing around

Iciness, trembling body, I’m cold

What is going on? Damn, freezing

Am I coming or going?

Maybe So.......

Damn I am cold

Thank You For Reading!!

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***Just a poem!****

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Letting it all out

Letting it out…

My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been four months and I’m not over it at all. I do not know what to do. Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.

Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?

It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.

Scars

Scars inside and out

Deep wounds

Can never be fixed

Scars

Still remain

Walk with me, guide me

The scars

Not pretty

Inside and out

The scars I carry with me

So deep

Nightmares appear

The scars are her

Forever

The scars

Inside and out I

Cannot hide

Flesh open

Cries are loud

Scars remain

I wonder why.

No help

There’s nobody

Damn scars

On my mind, body

Drowning

Am I still alive?

These

Scars

Sometimes visible

These scars sometimes

Not….Damn

Scars….

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

**A Poem**