My mood right now is I should be in bed but the damn music is taking me places. Enjoying some old school R&B. Some smoke some drank. I am in a zone and don’t want out of it. I’m chilling and jamming having fun by my damn self lol. Tonight it’s just music and I she lost in it. I’m letting loose a little SO what.
How is your night? How was your weekend? Do you get lost in the music? Ready for Monday?
Anyway that is my night. Feeling good for now. Have a good one. 🖤❤️🧡💛💜🤎💙💚
Every pain gives a lesson and every lesson changes a person.
Heard this and I do think it is some truth to it. Everything you go through is either a lesson or blessing. It is bad that sometimes pain changes everything about us but we learn from it. Have Strength!!
Good Morning people happy it is Friday! Today is a little busy but nothing I cannot handle. Making a schedule for next week and my daily and weekend goals. I am trying something new and will see how that goes. Getting my write on of course getting things done today. Hope you all have a good day. Sending love this Friday. 🖤💜🤎❤🧡💛💚💙
Any goals for the weekend? Any Fun plans for the weekend? Are you writing today???
Remember to love yourself and those around you.
Love, Peace, Happiness, Blessings. Have a good day
Looking out for others can be good sometimes but not always. There are people who like to take your kindness for weakness, that is sad, this is a turning point.
I cannot continue to help you while you hurt me, while you put me down. Yes, it will be painful to let go but I must. This is a turning point, no more of this, helping you with tears in my eyes and a smile on your face thinking how you treat me is funny, it’s game to you.
It seems the more I help and be there holding on to past love the more I hurt, hurting myself by accepting this. But baby this here is my turning point, my turning point, my turning point.
It is time. It is over, I am moving on. I choose me, again I CHOOSE ME.
My turning point.
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The butterfly is one of the most beautiful animals/insects that is one of my favorites. I love butterflies because it represents life. The transitions you make in life can be compared to the stage of life of the butterfly (my opinion). Been in love with them since I was a child, the beauty of them, different colors everything. I also love them because I feel like it represents me in a way, I am always transforming/evolving into a better version of me. Changing everything around me. I am also learning to put my self out there set myself free, spread my wings and fulfilling my dreams. I am a work in progress and learning a long the way. I think I am special just like the butterfly. Beautiful like the butterfly, creative and free. Yeah, I think it represents me great. I even collect things with butterflies. Do you have an animal that you feel represents you? Or is it just me?
Its funny or crazy how I am feeling about this situation I got myself into. On one hand it is what I want, what I being wanting. But on the other hand, I feel that shit is off, and something just do not seem right. Sometimes I think I am getting in my own way or thinking way too much. Maybe I am scared to take that leap. I do not know right now I am over analyzing the situation. Now I have talked about this man a lot and thought that maybe it was or who I wanted but like I said shit do not seem right. I have extraordinarily strong feelings for him, and I keep telling myself to go for it. What Is stopping me? A question I ask myself all the time. He has been checking on me lately to see if I am okay and I love that he seems like he really cares but of course I think that it is too good to be true something else I wrote about. I have to really make my mind up plan and stick with it; I do not want to get hurt and I do not want to hurt anybody feelings. I just do not know what to do, I like him and we vibe well, I like our conversations and we can talk about anything, I also feel like I and be myself around him even with this there is still some doubt. And I am not the type who worry about what others think about me or my life. When I think of me and him in a relationship, I always think about what my family will think it is weird because I usual do not care what people say or think.
Maybe it is me I got some things to decide. What will you do in this situation? Should I just say forget it all? Should I quit over thinking/analyzing?
Well, I am just venting on this Monday of course got to let it out. My feelings, My thoughts. Have a great night people and I thank you for reading. Love and Blessings
When shit gets tough, you have to Figure it out It don’t matter if you can do it or not Figure it out Feeling like everyone, the world is against you Figure it out Feeling weak, unable, unstable, lost Still Figure it out Weather it’s the highs or the lows Figure it out Smile on your face Or Tears in your eyes Figure it out No mater what Figure it out No matter what direction you take Figure it out What life is about Making a way we have No choice but too Figure it out Right?