I don’t understand why sometimes I just cannot relax or get a good night’s sleep. I do this all the time, knowing I’m tired, but still want to get so much done. Then I complain and cuss myself in the mornings because I’m still tired and have no energy. Like tonight, I have been working on editing my book for the last two weeks, and tonight that is what I am doing, and I know I have to be up at 5 am for work. But my crazy self wants to continue editing for at least another two hours and post for my blog. So determined and wanting to get it all done fast that it’s cutting into my relaxation and sleep schedule. Why? I always question myself. LOL. I guess tonight; I will have to force myself to bed. Luckily, I work early morning and part-time hours tomorrow, so after work, I am back at it and work on some book covers.
Is anybody else like this? It is kind of weird. LOL. Well, just a little thinking out loud. Blabbing. Time for bed. Homegirl is really tired! Have a goodnight all.
Okay, so I must vent for a minute. Yall know how I do. I am having some feelings about that oh is this shit too good to be true, am I close to my dreams, and sometimes my damn trust issues are at play. I am almost finished with my book and ready to take off. At this moment I really do not trust shit. This weekend and the dates are memories I hate thinking about, so that got me feeling all types of ways. Emotions are everywhere tonight. And honestly, no one to talk to well on my blog. Just doing so much thinking tonight, maybe I need to go to bed, and try again tomorrow. Glad I got some goals done though. A calm mind and rest!!!! Thanks for all the support!
I hope everyone else night was great and happy Father’s Day to all the fathers out there. Hope your day was fun and exciting. Remember to love yourself and keep those you love close. Goodnight!
I do believe that people can have soulmates, whether it’s a friend soulmate or partner. A soulmate is people who are compatible with one another and has a bond like no other bond. They are drawn to each other and sometimes cannot let each other go. Soulmates are on the same wavelength. Some say that soulmates are meant to be. I feel that there are times even with being soulmates that some are not meant to be. What do you think?
Now while I do believe everyone has or will have a soulmate, I have not found mine. Or maybe some will not have one who knows lol. I think about having a soulmate from time to time. Don’t know if at my age I will meet one. A person I can truly bond with and be myself around. Someone who understands me in my good times and bad times. A person I can call and talk to about anything. Also, the love and friendship that we will have. Just my thoughts, thinking about random stuff, maybe fantasy. Ms. Thinker, Ms. Dreamer. Do you believe in soulmates? Do you believe you met your soulmate?