Tag Archives: Love

In the night

In the night!

In the night when all is still

I am up and my mind is awake

Racing with thoughts good and bad

In the night when its hard to sleep

In the night is when I write

Letting it all flow together

In the night, my heart is free, free to be me

In the night I see clear

In the night, my imagination is wild

In the night, my mind is wild

In the night I write freely, freely me

And it is Night! Time to write

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My Thoughts!

My Thoughts (Ugh)

I try my best to keep a clear head and positive thoughts but right now I just feel so low and alone. I feel like somethings will never change, and I have to really accept that, and it is hard. Especially when you work your hardest to make things work out for the better. I just feel so lost right now and do not know what to do. This is so annoying the feeling of hopelessness. And at the moment I have to walk away from the BS it is not worth my peace. Sometimes people just drain you, ugh irritating and painful.

Guess I will try to do some writing and hopefully that will get my mind off things for a while. It is kind of hectic at the moment.

What do you do when you feel this way? Lost? Hopeless? What do you do to relieve stress? How do you get over the pain of someone you love doing you wrong? How do you walk away without feeling bad about it? Why? How? Help!!!

I will continue to pray for strength and guidance because I really need it right not. I will continue to love me through what is going on. Please pray for me. And forgive me for the rambling just sitting here thinking and wanted to share.

This will pass I know just getting the thought out my mind like always. Hope you all are having a good day. Hope you have a good night.

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#JustWrite

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These are my feelings and can not shake them…WTF WTF WTF.

Hate this feeling seriously and know others are tired of me too lol

Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Everything I touch needs to be perfect.

Perfectly done in an order

Everything I plan needs to be perfect.

From start to finish no matter what

Planning must be done right, perfect.

I am out of control if it is not.

Perfect being, Perfect me

Get it right the first time.

Little miss perfect.

She just cannot fail.

Calculated steps, schedules, goals

Walk that perfect line I tell myself.

Again, I am little miss perfect, perfect all the time.

Hope you enjoy.

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Saturday Joy!

Happy Saturday!!

When it is the little thigs that count and the little things people do to make you happy, your heart burst with joy

When you can make those close to you happy putting a smile on their face, your heart burst with joy

Being around family and enjoying each and feeling love, your heart burst with joy!

Wishing/Sending love, positive vibes your way today, remember to love yourself and those around you.

Love, Peace, Happiness, Blessings

Thank You!

My Heart Guarded

Heart Guarded

Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!

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