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Love I Never Had!

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Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Feelings and thoughts of can I be in love?
I Love the way he makes me feel
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
An understanding love
He gets me, and speaks to me with respect
His care for me and mine for him
It’s a
Love I Never Had
Trusting
Blushing
Feeling appreciated
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
Sometimes makes me wonder
I pause, I’m not too sure
All in my head
Thinking it can’t be real
A love I never had
Believing in me, my dreams
Our future
Encourage me to keep going
Even when I don’t want to, he won’t let me sink
His kind words and gentle voice
Love of gentleness
It’s really a
Love I never had
Feeling safe and secure, wanted
Feel it in my spirit, my heart, in my body
Needing more and more
It’s a
Love I Never Had
He is constantly on my mind
Damn, Day and night
Fighting with me through my pains speaks love to me
He says he cares, he loves me
Me hoping I’m what he needs, what he wants
A soul-to-soul love
A Love I don’t want to fade, want to last forever
Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Still though
It’s a love I Never Had!!!



Blessings and Love!
Thank You For Reading

A Purpose! 

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Lost in the maze of life’s design 

I search for purpose, a grand design 

I wander through the winding trails 

Hoping that my destiny unveils 

I seek for love, a shining star 

To guide me from the shadows afar 

I yearn for someone to hold my hand 

And lead me to the promised land 

In the quiet of the night, I pray 

For a sign to light my way 

I search for answers in every place 

Hoping to find my rightful space 

Oh, the quest for purpose and love 

A journey that’s always challenging to prove 

But I’ll keep searching, never giving up 

For I know someday, I’ll find my luck 

Still searching…. 

-A Purpose- 

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💗💚🧡❤🤍💜

Thank you for reading. 

Let It Go

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Let It Go

I am learning day by day that it is okay for me to let things go, let go and be free

Let go of the anger

Let go of the lies

Let go of the pain

Let go of those who are toxic to you and your well being

Let go of it all

Let go and open your mind

Let go and open your heart, let go and let God

Let go and welcome sunshine into your life

Let it all go

It is okay and I am learning to move on and continue to love me and have a happy life. Let go of the things that I can not control and take it for what it is.

I love the feeling of being happy and at peace. I am letting it all go. I am happy and content!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading!

Elevate! 

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Elevating, believing in myself 

I hear my voice. It echoes with wealth 

A wealth of confidence and inner strength 

A power within that goes to great length 

Lengths that I once thought were out of reach 

Now I know that my goals I can breach 

My doubts and fears fall away like dust 

As I rise higher in myself, I trust 

Trust in the journey, trust in the climb 

With each step forward, I’m on the incline 

The top may be far, but I will prevail 

For I am capable, and my spirit will not fail 

Elevating, believing in myself 

I hear my voice. It echoes with wealth! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Growing!

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Concrete raised me rough, but I learned to move clean through the noise

I’m growing

Every block tried to mark me, but I flipped the script, and kept my poise

I’m growing

I’ve seen nights that swallowed whole dreams

Left pockets and hearts empty

Still, I stitched my spirit tight, turned hunger into voice

I’m growing

People love the shine now, never the grind

Never the bruised‑knuckle climb

But the mirror knows the truth: I earned every inch of choice

I’m growing

I walk with a calm that comes from surviving storms nobody saw

My shadow stands taller now, carrying a different kind of noise

I’m growing

My path is a garden.

Wild, stubborn, undeniable and beautiful

Every step I take writes its own truth, recognize its own voice.

It’s forever ongoing

I’m growing!

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading

  • Love I Never Had!
    by Ray’Elaine
    Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place Feelings and thoughts of can I be in love? I Love the way he makes me feel It’s really a Love I Never Had An understanding love He gets me, and speaks to me with respect His care for me and mine for him It’s a … Continue reading Love I Never Had! →
  • A Purpose! 
    by Ray’Elaine
    Lost in the maze of life’s design  I search for purpose, a grand design  I wander through the winding trails  Hoping that my destiny unveils  I seek for love, a shining star  To guide me from the shadows afar  I yearn for someone to hold my hand  And lead me to the promised land  In … Continue reading A Purpose!  →
  • Fear of Me!!
    by Ray’Elaine
    I fear the girl inside my chest Inside my mind, body My soul The one who never lets me rest The shadow stitched beneath my skin The quiet truths I hold within She rises when the night is deep Whispers secrets that I try hard to keep Shows me mirrors I have avoided Reveals the … Continue reading Fear of Me!! →
  • Thoughtful!
    by Ray’Elaine
    Gentle whispers Kindness in gentle waves Mindful of other’s needs Caring Kindness blooms in empathetic actions Thoughtful! Blessings and Love! Thank you for reading.
  • Let It Go
    by Ray’Elaine
    Let It Go I am learning day by day that it is okay for me to let things go, let go and be free Let go of the anger Let go of the lies Let go of the pain Let go of those who are toxic to you and your well being Let go of … Continue reading Let It Go →

Football Girl 

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There once was a girl who loved football 
Her team loyalty, she did not cull 
With the NFL on the screen 
She was living her dream 
Having fun and feeling those chill vibes in full 

She’d cheer for her team with great pride 
Her passion for the game could not hide 
Her love for football 
Was infectious to all 
And with her, others would soon abide 

On game day, she’d gather with friends 
Their excitement, she’d always extend 
With snacks and drinks in tow 
They’d watch the game’s flow 
And celebrate each touchdown in the end 

If you’re a football girl at heart 
Don’t be afraid to let out a shout or a fart 
Embrace your love for the game 
And let it ignite a flame 
Of fun and chill vibes that never depart 

-Football Girl- 

Blesslings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Empowered 

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In the kingdom where strength and courage reign 

A soul empowered rises high and free 

Unleashing dreams that once were locked in chains 

With newfound power, embracing destiny 

No force can dim the light that shines within 

No obstacle can halt this fearless stride 

In every trial, a chance to begin 

With power as a shield, no need to hide 

Empowered hearts beat with a steady might 

Inspiring others to embrace their own 

In unity, we rise to claim our right 

To stand tall, unafraid, seeds of greatness sown 

So let us grasp the power we possess 

And in its glow, find courage, love, and success! 

-Empowered-

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

The Feeling of Secure!

Confidence 

I Come From

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I Come From

Faith, Strength, and Love

I Come From

A place of dedication, hard work, and common sense

I Come From

Beautiful magic, secrete potions, and jungles

I Come From

A place of truth, passion, and hope

I Come From

Time, Life, and Music

I Come From

A place of vulnerability, fear, and worry

I Come From

Inspiration, Deep Souls, and light

I Come From

A place of the good, the bad, the evil

I Come From

As you see

Many places!

-I Come From-

Blessings and Love!!

Thank you for reading.

Letting it all out…

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Letting it out…

My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been 5 years, 5 months, 23 days ago and I’m still not over it at all. I do not know what to do.

Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.

Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?

It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.