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Abandonment

How it started and when it started

This feeling on being unwanted

Abandoned

As a child, as a teen

As an adult

Being told at a young age

I’m not special enough

Cute enough

Smart enough

That I am nothing at all

Left alone

Abandoned

By those who said they love me

Would always be there

But you see they are

Gone, nowhere to be found

Abandoned

Searching for answers

Feeling of being alone

Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful

Can’t speak, Afraid

My voice does not matter

Abandonment

Got me feeling no one cares

Abandonment

Screaming out for help

Being left, being unheard

Being let down constantly

Abandoned

Even by myself

I let me down too

Abandoned

Feeling of being ashamed

Of my pain, my scars

The fucked up past

Lifeless

Why though?

Being abandoned so young

Made me grow into darkness

Abandonment

Something I still try to get over

Abandoned

Feeling lost

Unwanted

Unloved

It is too much of a feeling

This sad, and fucked up feeling of

A nobody

Lost soul

Feelings of and truth of..

Abandoned

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My Saturday!

My Saturday…Get it done
How is your day going? Happy Writing!!

Just Write

My Saturday

Been writing off and on toady happy with what I got done, so about to take a break maybe read a book or watch a little TV. Going to be back at it later.

I am thinking writing and wine for later. Yeah that sounds good! Happy Saturday People hope your day is going good. Happy writing to the writers out there. Remember to be yourself and love yourself through it all. Self Love is what we all need. Love self first!

This it for now I shall return later. Have a good one!

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Happiness Inside

Smiling inside and out

Can’t hide

Happiness from inside

Feeling like somebody

Do flips inside my body

Right here, right now happy

Things falling in place

Happiness from inside

Making me blush

From my own self

Feeling accomplished

Loved and proud

Happiness from deep

Inside

Where it starts

Loving myself

Like never before

Happiness inside

No one can steal this

Keeping my head up

No matter what

This happiness inside

So bright

Peaceful

Joyful

Happiness inside

I fought hard to make it here

Happiness inside

I’ll never hide

Feeling this way

With big smiles

Inside and out

Everyone can see

I love it, all around this

Happiness inside!

Blessings and Love!

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I Write

Write what’s in my soul

Write to let it all out

Write to keep calm

Write to feel better

Write for others to feel better

A passion

A therapy

Write to feel busy

An escape

A chilling and relaxing feel

Write to tell stories

Write to share thoughts

Write with no fear

Something I am

Dedicated to

I love

In my own world

I write!

Blessing and Love.

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Broken Promises

Broken hearts in a

Broken life

So empty, yet filled with

Broken Promises

The things they tell us to

Keep us near

Sometimes with or in fear

Broken Promises

What we rely on

No matter the hurt

Sweet lies

Mostly tries

Broken Promises

Hurt spirit

Soul lost

Looking for their help

Broken Promises

At times

We try to fix

Costing a piece of ourselves

Broken Promises

With a broken heart

In a broken life

People all around, sometimes

Will give you

Broken Promises

Fighting to heal

To get away

Sometimes you have to

Watch out for

Broken Promises..

Blessings and Love.

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Love or Lust?

Crazy: Love, Lust


Hello everyone,

Y’all know that feeling. The feeling of being in love or you think you are. Your in the stage of feeling all the emotions like all of them. You don’t like them, or their ways, everything irritate you. You question everything wondering if you made the right decision or is it LUST. Is it real or are they using you or, you using them what is it? You love them, you hate them sometimes need space from each other. I call it the test phase where both parties like to test each other and push buttons and get reactions.

Smh but that’s what happens when you really not sure if it’s love or lust or if it’s the person you really want. Sometimes it can be just sex that keep two people together, there is no real love between them. Some might think so but NO. Why do we put ourselves in situations like this? If it is real love it will not hurt you, make you feel low and sad, or have you second guessing yourself. I’m just saying this love thang can be Crazy. Seriously 😂

Am I the only to think so? I get there will be ups and downs in relationships but, if it is constant and you feel stuck or it’s too much to deal with, or feel like you both can not get on better terms LEAVE. I feel a person should not settle or put up with BS just to not be or feel alone. What do you guys think? Do you choose love or lust?

Blessings All
Thank you for reading.



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