Tag Archives: thoughts

Content (Own World) 

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I’m in my lonely space

My bubble

My cave

My tower

With no cares 

Nothing bothering me 

At the moment 

I am content  

In my own world 

Vices on deck (So Needed) 

My pen in hand 

Music in the background 

I am content 

In my own world 

Notebook full of my thoughts, my fears 

Me being vulnerable 

Talking about myself 

Still 

I am content 

In my own world 

In my lonely space 

The music makes me feel calm 

In a good state of mind 

Ray is content 

Me and my vices 

In my lonely space

My bubble

My cave

My tower

With no cares 

Nothing bothering me 

It is Music

Write and Chill 

I am content 

Doing my own thing

Constantly

In my own world! 

-Content (Own World)-

Blessings and Love!

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Patience and Me

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Patient and quiet, I must be

To let the world, unfold for me

Rushing and fussing won’t make it right

I’ll wait for my moment, it will be bright

In stillness lies the greatest power

To observe and learn, to bloom and flower

I’ll take my time, and let things be

For patience and quietness are the keys to see

Got to be patient Indeed!

Blessings and Love!

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Cuts of Pain…

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Cut Deep

The pain cuts deep, a wound unseen

Lost and hurt, I try to glean

A way forward, to heal and mend

But the ache persists, it does not end

I mourn the loss of what once was

A love that’s gone, now just because

Of things unsaid, or left undone

I wish I could go back, and be someone

Who knew how to love, and how to care

Who could have saved us, from this despair

Now all that’s left, is this elegy

A tribute to what once was, but now must be

Laid to rest, and let go of

The pain and hurt, that once was love

May we find peace, in the memories we keep

And solace in the knowledge, that love runs deep.

While being deep in cuts of pain.

-Cuts Of Pain-

Blessings and Love!

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Abandonment…..

Poems, poetry, , , ,

How it started and when it started

This feeling on being unwanted

Abandonment

As a child,

As a teen

As an adult

Being told at a young age

I’m not good enough

Cute enough

Smart enough

That I am nothing at all

Left alone

Darkness

Abandonment

By those who said they love me

Would always be there

But you see they are

Gone

Nowhere to be found

Abandonment

Searching for answers

Feeling of being alone

Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful

Can’t speak, Afraid

My voice does not matter

Abandonment

Got me feeling no one cares

Abandonment

Screaming out for help

Being left, being unheard

Being let down constantly

Abandonment

Even by myself

I let me down too

Abandonment

Feeling of being ashamed

Of my pain

My scars

The fucked up past

Lifeless

Why though?

Being abandoned so young

Made me grow into darkness

Abandonment

Something I still try to get over

Darkness

Abandonment

Feeling lost

Unwanted

Unloved

It is too much of a feeling

This sad, and fucked up feeling of

A nobody

A Lost soul

Feelings of and the truth of..

Abandonment

-Abandonment-

Blessings and Love.

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Not Love….

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If it is destroying your peace

It is not love

Love should not hurt

Love should not make you sad, make you cry

Keep you drained or stressed

If it is making you question

if it’s real or not

Question what that person is really about

It is not love

Love should be a good feeling

Should be happy and filled with joy

There will be good and not so good times

Not always chaotic

If it is not love

They DON’T get your love……..

….Walk away

-Not Love-

Broken red heart crossed out above the words “NO LOVE”

Blessings and Love!

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Reflect/Reflections

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R-Remembering

E-Ensuring

F-Familiar

L-Lessons

E-Eager

C-Courage

T-Timing

Reflections

Looking back on the mistakes I made

Now, knowing they were lessons learned

Reflections

Looking back on the chaos that ensued

Now knowing that

You get the bad sometimes before the good

Reflections

Looking back at the rage I felt

Now knowing how to control myself and move forward

Reflections

Looking back on it all

Now knowing I am standing tall

Through it all

-Reflections-

Blessings and Love!

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T.O.L.-Reflection

Those Insecurities  

Unexperienced 

Bedtime!

Poems, poetry, thoughts, , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Moon hums in the dark

Blankets hug me close

Pillow kisses face

Bedtime drifts me home

Night hums low like gentle breath

Blankets gather quiet dreams

Pillow soft on cheeks

Bedtime tucks me in

It’s time to get a goodnight’s sleep…….Goodnight!

-Bedtime-

Blessings and Love

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