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Love or Lust??

09/09/2026thoughtsBlog, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, Lust, MyThoughts, Ray'Elaine, Relationship, Thinking, thoughts, writerRay'Elaine

Crazy: Love, Lust

Hello everyone,

Y’all know that feeling. The feeling of being in love or you think you are. You’re in the stage of feeling all the emotions like all of them. You don’t like them or their ways; everything irritates you. You question everything, wondering if you made the right decision or if it is LUST. Is it real, or are they using you, or are you using them? What is it? You love them, you hate them sometimes need space from each other. I call it the test phase where both parties like to test each other and push buttons and get reactions.

Smh but that’s what happens when you are really not sure if it’s love or lust or if it’s the person you really want. Sometimes it can be just sex that keep two people together, there is no real love between them. Some might think so but NO. Why do we put ourselves in situations like this? If it is real love, it will not hurt you, make you feel low and sad, or have you second-guessing yourself. I’m just saying this love thang can be Crazy. Seriously 😂

Am I the only one who thinks so? I get there will be ups and downs in relationships, but if they are constant and you feel stuck, it’s too much to deal with, or you feel like you both cannot get on better terms, LEAVE. I feel a person should not settle or put up with BS just to not be or feel alone. What do you guys think? Do you choose love or lust?

Blessings All
Thank you for reading.

**Not an expert. Just my thoughts please feel free to like, comment, and share**

Today!

09/09/2026Poems, poetry, thoughtsAffirminations, Blogging, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, Loving Self, MyThoughts, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Self Aware, Self-Care, Self-Love, Thinker, thoughts, Today, WritingRay'Elaine

Today I will forget about all of yesterday’s problems

Today I will focus on my goals

Today I will not let the little things bother me

Today I am on a mission to better my life

Today I will not complain

I will just do

Today I will not be mean or cold

Today I will have control over my emotions, attitude and my life

Today my mind is free

Today I learn a new me!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Failing/Failure

09/08/2026Short Stories, thoughtsBlessed, Blogging, Failure, Hope, JustWrite, life, Love, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Failure…

Hello all,

When you hear the word failure what does it mean to you? To me failure is letting yourself down over and over, not doing what is necessary to succeed, or having things happen in the process of doing what you need or want, and not following your goals or dreams. Yeah, sometimes life steps in and stuff happens that you can not control, it is all about how you recover.

From time to time, I feel like I am failing in life and feel like a loser or failure. When I don’t complete some goals, I feel that I am letting myself down and being lazy even when I’m sick or just feeling down or lazy that day, and when I am not in the mood to write. Feeling like a failure is not okay to me maybe because I tend to be a perfectionist in everything I do. I want everything to be perfect and get pissed when it is not to my standards. Not good. I question myself when failing happens and think about the situation all the time. And of course, I get angry, sad, feel lost, feel like nothing. Always been this way yes even as a child. My parents use to say that I am my own enemy, and I hold my own self back. My dad says it constantly and it something that I am very aware of. I know that in life there will be times you will fail, you must keep it moving

I just do not like it, losing, failing, none of it. Is it just me? Failure is not an option is a saying that constantly replays in my mind. Failure is not an option, you get knocked down, brush it off and keep your head up (I tell myself) Simple right?

What do you think? Have a good one! Please feel free to like, comment, and share your thoughts about failure. Love peace, happiness, and blessings all.

Thank you for reading.

Failure.? | Just Write

Life, Process

09/07/2026Poems, poetryBlogging, Feelings, Happiness, hurt, JustWrite, Pain, poetry, Process, Ray'Elaine, Struggle, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

To sit with yourself

Through the pain, misery, struggles, heartaches

To talk to yourself, saying it will be ok

Through the tears

Facing your struggles head on everyday

Knowing better days are coming

You sit patiently nursing yourself

From all the hurt

Speaking life into yourself

Knowing only, you can do it

This journey is for self

Fixing yourself for yourself

Breath of fresh air

Burst of energy

Leaving the old shit behind

To sit with yourself

From struggle to success

To talk to yourself

Through the hurt to the happiness

Knowing it’s all a damn

Process……

Life, Process

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading

To anyone who is having a hard time right now. Keep your head up. Please know that you are love and loved! You got this and KEEP GOING!

My Heart Guarded

09/07/2026Short Stories, thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, Guarded, Heart, JustWrite, Lost, Love, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Heart Guarded…

Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!

Thank you for reading, please feel free to like, comment, and share.

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Fear of Me!!

08/29/2026Poems, poetry, thoughtsBlogging, Fear, Fear of Me', Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, MyThoughts, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Secrets, thoughts, Truths, WritingRay'Elaine

I fear the girl inside my chest

Inside my mind, body

My soul

The one who never lets me rest

The shadow stitched beneath my skin

The quiet truths I hold within

She rises when the night is deep

Whispers secrets that I try hard to keep

Shows me mirrors I have avoided

Reveals the strength I once destroyed

But still, I walk toward her light

Through trembling hands and restless nights

For every fear I try to hide

Is just my power, turned inside

Maybe turned outside

Fear Of Me

Blessings and Love

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Let It Go

08/28/2026Poems, poetry, thoughtsBlog, Blogging, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, Let Go, life, Love, poetry, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Let It Go

I am learning day by day that it is okay for me to let things go, let go and be free

Let go of the anger

Let go of the lies

Let go of the pain

Let go of those who are toxic to you and your well being

Let go of it all

Let go and open your mind

Let go and open your heart, let go and let God

Let go and welcome sunshine into your life

Let it all go

It is okay and I am learning to move on and continue to love me and have a happy life. Let go of the things that I can not control and take it for what it is.

I love the feeling of being happy and at peace. I am letting it all go. I am happy and content!