Hay, how’s it going my blog peeps? My night is going ok. Just coming through with some of my thinking out loud thoughts.
Tonight, I am having those why did I moments. Thoughts. the last few months a lot has been going on and I have been super busy with work, home life, and writing. Don’t know why I added a longer shift to my busy schedule. It has been having me drained. I knew it was going to be hard to juggle. Like why did I do that? Early mornings are kicking my ass lol. Another moment or thought is me writing multiple books at the same time. Whew hard work again why did I do that? Tried to make a deadline for each of them but that is not looking too good. Been trying to write every day and dedicate some time to each but after a full day I be so tired.
I really had to sit and think about how much I have going on and need to lighten my load a little. I guess it is the over achiever in me. Also been feeling like I need to stay busy all the time. Have you ever felt that way? I know you guys have those moment when you question yourself and the decisions you made.
Maybe need to put some projects on pause for now and take a breather. Been thinking about having a weekend to myself with no work, no kids, no household duties, no social media, and no phone. You know have a peaceful moment alone. Silence and positive vibes. Breathe and relax
Just another night. T.O.L- why do I? decisions I have made in my life, that I am still trying to figure out. Sharing my thoughts tonight…..
Have you ever felt like you wanted a fresh start or have a reset button? Maybe a pause button like whoa damn slow down life. A fresh start would be nice for me and my family. Thinking out loud and maybe do a longer post about it tomorrow….I am tired and have too much on my mind.
That is my post my feelings tonight. A fresh start is needed. **Short Post**
Sometimes I wonder where all this overthinking gets me. I do not like it and tonight my mind is in overboard, elevated level, overload, just going miles. So much is on my mind, tried to keep busy with writing, then tried watching tv but that did not last long. Ugh, need to go to bed seriously praying tomorrow is a better day. Just thinking out loud. And I hate being emotional. What a day. What a night.