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My Thoughts I

Lonely at all times…..My Thoughts!

Being around so many people, but still feel so lonely, still feel invisible

Sometimes when lonely by yourself silence seem so loud, loudness in the dark

Oh my, what is it?

Thank you!

My Lonely Why…

My lonely Why

Lonely days with nothing but these thoughts, bad ones, negative ones oh man. Sitting in the dark trying to block out everything wondering why. That is what is mostly on my mind all the time, all the bad that has gone on again I ask why? Why me? Lonely nights sitting in the dark with a bottle of liquor in my hands drowning in the liquor trying to drink all the pain away, yes still in the dark its better this way. No reflection of myself and nobody looking this way, good do not want any to see me, just drowning. The past is what brings me here always like why? Why this? Why that? Lonely days and nights turn into darkness, depression, anxiety, pain, despair, and sadness. Lonely with tears in my eyes as I ask myself why. A question to my past. Always lonely and in the dark trying to climb out my own head away from the negative thoughts, climb out my depression, away from my past, away from the madness, and from my lonely why.

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**Poetry**

Tonight… Get It Done!

Tonight yes, I am focused but feeling a little bit drained. Trying to get so much done tonight. I am editing and doing my book cover tonight. I will probably be up for a while. But that is okay I am chasing my dreams. I say get it done no matter what. Though this writing journey has been hard, wish I could be a full-time writer. Some days I work 10-12 hours and am a full-time mother, and still feel I need to be productive with my passion for writing. Basically, I am struggling to keep a balance. Ugh, well, you know I have to vent a little, lol. I have to say things have been going great for me besides trying to juggle everything. Well, homegirl needs to get back to it. Had to stop by and drop my feelings and thoughts. Just Write Be You!!! Remember SELF-LOVE ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿงก๐ŸคŽ

Blessings and Love!

Have a good one. Thanks for all the support!

You

You, Love….

If you love yourself, you love everybody else as you do yourself.

If you love another person less than you, you will not succeed in loving yourself.

If you love alike including you, you will love those as one.

That person is both god and man.

He is a great righteous person who loving himself, he loves all equally

Thank You!

***Just sitting and thinking***