That “NO” Word

That No Word….Still don’t like lol

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Hello, how is everyone’s night going?

Why do we sometimes feel like we can not tell those close to us the word no, if we do, we feel guilty and question ourselves. We want to help and be there, so we do not like to tell people no. The thing is we know sometimes that the best thing is to say no and know it is the right choice, but we struggle with it. Me I have that problem especially with my kids. I try to please my love ones no matter what. Yes of course there are times when I am like no and that is final, but still feel bad about it and there are times where I do not know why I feel bad. Why is that? I am also like that with my mom. Is anyone else this way? This is another thing I want to…

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Change

Change

Sometimes we know a change is needed

We see what’s going on

 We see how things play out in front of us

We feel a change is needed

Then we think, okay let’s do it

Make those necessary changes

Be firm

But then

Fear steps in

We fear the change

Don’t want too no longer

Make excuses

Doubt sets in

Questioning

Even when we know this needs to be done

Tell yourself do what is right

They say making a change could be a good thing

But

Why is it that changing things can be hard?

Easier said than done. Right?

Can we change for the better?

Why some fear change?

Is it the fear of the unknown while changing…?

Change yay or nay!!! LOL

Thank you for reading.

***A Poem***

Saturday Joy!

Happy Saturday!!

When it is the little thigs that count and the little things people do to make you happy, your heart burst with joy

When you can make those close to you happy putting a smile on their face, your heart burst with joy

Being around family and enjoying each and feeling love, your heart burst with joy!

Wishing/Sending love, positive vibes your way today, remember to love yourself and those around you.

Love, Peace, Happiness, Blessings

Thank You!

My Heart Guarded

Heart Guarded

Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!

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Upfront- Deal With It!

Had to reshare…… LOVE it!!!

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Being up front!

Oh man you try to tell people how you really feel about them or the situation, not to be mean or cruel, but to be real and honest with them. Why do some people ignore that and be like “oh your just talking, you don’t mean what you’re saying” like really?

I am saying this because my children’s father cannot accept that I do not want to be in a relationship with him. We have not been together in four years and yes, all this time he has been trying to get back together. I just do not understand why he is like this. I want nothing from him, Nothing at all. I wish he will get it, understand it, and move the hell on with his life. Last year I tried to hook him up with someone lol that did not work. To the point where…

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Wild Side

Wild Side/Wild Night

Wild side out, let’s go

Other side of me coming out

Wild side

Wild, freaky, and fun

Show him that side girl

See if he likes the wild you

Go crazy, be spunky, let loose

Wild side for a night

Maybe a lifetime

Wild, freaky, and fun

Turning him on

Oh, he will be surprised

A lot instore for this night

Wild and proud

Oh, so sexy you and I

Explore our fantasies

Hope he is ready

And got the time

This will be a long night

Wild, freaky, and fun

A great night, steamy, fun, excitement, lusty, sexy, dirty

Letting our wild side out

We free and wild

Baby tell me

Do you like my wild side?

Cause yes tonight

I’m wild freaky and fun for you.

Wild for the night!

Thank you for reading.