Ms. Misunderstood

03/29/2023poetryBlogging, Faith, Feelings, JustWrite, life, Misunderstood, MyThoughts, Poem, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Unwanted, WritingRay'Elaine

Alas, my words fall on deaf ears

My thoughts ignored, my hopes in tears

Misunderstood, overlooked, unseen

I stand alone, a forgotten dream.

I pour my heart out on the page

But still, they do not understand my rage.

My passion for life, my desire to be known

Lost in a sea of indifference, I am alone.

Oh, to be heard, to be seen, to be understood

But instead, I am left in solitude.

My voice echoes in an empty room

A silent plea for understanding, an ineffective doom.

So, I write on, despite the pain

Hoping one day, my words will not be in vain

Until then, I remain misunderstood

A poet lost in a world that does not see the good.

She is

Ms. Misunderstood!

Thankk you for reading.

Sticky Situation

03/28/2023poetryA Poem, Blog, Feelings, JustWrite, life, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Sticky Situation, Tangled, thoughtsRay'Elaine

Tangled in this web

Feeling stuck

Fire in my heart, my soul

Grasping and struggling to get

Free

Feeling the burn

Spice of it

Feeling weak

Fighting for a break, a chill, to be calm

Fighting to survive

Thinking, heart racing

Wanting out

Damn it’s a sticky situation.

Blessings and love!

Thank you for reading.

Trusting.

03/28/2023Short Stories, thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, Feels, JustWrite, life, Love, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, Trust, Trust Issues, Tuesday, WritingRay'Elaine

Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on, I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust man I need to learn how to open up more and let people in, that is hard though. Wrote poems, blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to maybe a life coach. Nowadays I have been trying to balance everything out. Learn new techniques. Sometimes I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.

I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decide to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out and see if we can move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard again my opinion.

Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.