Bond and Love!

Bond and Love!

Hello everyone, how is your night going? Tonight, I want to talk about being a parent and the bond between parent and child.

There is nothing like have a bond with your children. I look at my two children and I know that they fulfill me. I do my best and want to give them the world. The love and bond between a parent and child to me is unmatched. Yes, there will be ups and downs of course that is life. All you can do as a parent is teach them what is right, teach them leadership, discipline, talk to them and always check to see how they are feeling, build them up, teach them responsibilities, teach them finances, and pray over them and for them. Yes, a difficult task, but when you start a family it is what you signed up for it is your priority.

With my two kids I have talks with them all the time and yes, my son gets very irritated lol he is eleven years old and thinks he knows it all and think he is a man. He gets mad sometimes when I have to correct him and let him know what the right way is to do things. I have to teach them the right and wrongs and the way of the world. So, I stay on top of them, always picking their brain and giving them knowledge and teaching them the things I had to learn on my own. I am their friend too but of course I have to let them know that I am their mother first. Even with the challenges I would not change anything. I feel like my kids made me and are making me a better person as we grow together. I often think of what my life would be like if I did not have children that’s kind of scary. I am thankful that I do they have truly saved my life and I sooooo love my bond with them, even when they are getting on my nerves lol (I know I am not the only one LOL). It is still all loving no matter what. A great bond one that you pray will never break.

I am a mother who has come a long way, a mother who is learning and growing, while growing, building, and teaching her children. My little ones, my friends, my buddies, my homies, my cubs, my hearts, my everything, my strength, my life. A bond full of love.

Shoutout to all parents trust I know it is not easy, keep your head up and do your best.

Hope you all have a goodnight. Sending love, peace, happiness, faith and blessings to you and your families. Goodnight and I thank you for reading.

Thank You.

Happy Writing, Blogging!!!!!

Imperfect — Just Write

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Good Afternoon everyone!

I love this poem I wrote and had to read it today. I am imperfect!

I shared it and hope you enjoy it. Thank You.

Imperfect! She is perfect in her imperfections She is happy in her pain Strong in her weakness She smiles through the cries She put on her happy face, ready to help others Knows her weakness, and strengths Keeps her head up no matter what She learns from her mistakes She is beautiful in her own […]

Imperfect — Just Write

My Lonely Why

My lonely Why

Lonely days with nothing but these thoughts, bad ones, negative ones oh man. Sitting in the dark trying to block out everything wondering why. That is what is mostly on my mind all the time, all the bad that has gone on again I ask why? Why me? Lonely nights sitting in the dark with a bottle of liquor in my hands drowning in the liquor trying to drink all the pain away, yes still in the dark its better this way. No reflection of myself and nobody looking this way, good do not want any to see me, just drowning. The past is what brings me here always like why? Why this? Why that? Lonely days and nights turn into darkness, depression, anxiety, pain, despair, and sadness. Lonely with tears in my eyes as I ask my self why. A question to my past. Always lonely and in the dark trying to climb out my own head away from the negative thoughts, climb out my depression, away from my past, away from the madness, and from my lonely why.

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updated:04/06/2021

Relaxing!

Relaxing Monday Night

Hello all. This night, Just sitting here letting the pen do the work. Letting these word flow freely. I have so much on my mind and want to let out somethings tonight. It has been kind of hectic lately and I am trying to figure things out and get grip on life, and when I am stressed, I write. Hopefully the rest of the night I can stop overthinking about the small stuff. Also hopefully I can get some sleep tonight, the last couple days I have not been able to get a goodnight rest. Been very stressed though. Wish I had some sleepy time tea right now but whatever(I'll just have to deal with it). Going to get a little more done now. Kids are in bed so I will be going to bed soon.....Hopefully lol

So that is my night writing and relaxing. How is your Monday night going? What are you doing? What do you do to relive stress? Happy writing writers/bloggers! Hope you all are having a good night. Love, Peace, Happiness and Blessings. Remember to love yourself always and those around you. Self-love is key. Have a good night.

Thank you for reading. Sending loving your way!!!

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Monday!

Happy Monday! How is everyone’s day going? Mine is going okay! Had work earlier but only had to work a few hours this morning and it went by fast. No school for my kids today so we are relaxing watching a new spongebob show called Kamp Koral, they are really enjoying it. I’m not really paying attention lol. I’m sitting here with my notebook and pen writing out goals, ideas, my plans, and thinking about more content for my book.

We might go walking depending on if my kids feel up to it. Just enjoying this day so far hopefully I can get more done in my book, it is taking me some time but m going to make it happen.

Well back to this writing I go and let this pen flow and chilling with my 2 loves. Enjoy the rest of your day everyone.

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Sunday! — Just Write

Again. Happy Sunday! Happy Easter! Hope you and your families enjoyed yall day. Have a great night all.

Sending Love, Peace, And Blessings

Happy Sunday everyone! Happy Blogging Bloggers/Writers! Today just want to say hi and wish a happy day on everyone. Remember to love yourself even through the hard times. It can be hard I know, have faith. Love those around you, those who are there for you and care for you, be kind. Sending happiness and […]

Sunday! — Just Write

My Friday Night!

My Friday Night!!!

Hello everyone! Yay Friday! How was your week? How was your day. I had an okay day just getting some goals completed. I got some writing done, some chores that I have been putting off for days done and yes, I am happy about that (Progress).

I am so happy tonight because I have the night to myself. I get to relax and enjoy my own company (Peace, YAY!!) I am very thankful for my dad who came to pick my kids up today and he will have them for the weekend. So happy this alone time is needed and been a long time coming (Yesss). Having some drinks, writing, brainstorming, chilling, good vibes, and Music, a joint and I am great by myself and Yes, I AM Cool With That!!

I am thankful for this day and thankful and grateful to be around the ones I love. I hope your day and night was cool. Again, this night is needed, and it has been great.

Have a great night people, wishing you all Love, happiness, Peace, and Blessings.

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Night-Time

Night-time!

I love the nighttime

It is my me time

Alone time

Chill time

Writing time

When my kids are asleep, Or away!

My creativity is awakened.

Ready with pen and paper

Ready to attack with my ideas, and there is many

I love the nighttime

Quiet, I can think in peace

Set the scene!

Write in peace!

I love the nighttime, my favorite time!

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My Heart Guarded

Heart Guarded

Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!

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