Okay, so I have a thought and not good like I seriously dislike the person I had kids with like I really wish I can go back in time and change it all meeting him and everything. I hate him and yes it’s a strong word but don’t care about him. So much bad blood. Ugghh why did I have to meet him and spend so many years with the dummy. And still, have to be because of the kids. Even though that is a battle, and he doesn’t take care of them. Guess I was the dummy for real, venting again sorry for the bluntness but that is how I feel. I really have hate for him. Sometimes wish I didn’t feel this way but I do. Oh Well. Feels
Sometimes too much to freaking deal with and no help no nothing. Tired of it
I am thinking tooooo much out loud…..Whatever! lol
Thanks for reading.