Okay, so I have a thought and not good like I seriously dislike the person I had kids with like I really wish I can go back in time and change it all meeting him and everything. I hate him and yes it’s a strong word but don’t care about him. So much bad blood. Ugghh why did I have to meet him and spend so many years with the dummy. And still, have to be because of the kids. Even though that is a battle, and he doesn’t take care of them. Guess I was the dummy for real, venting again sorry for the bluntness but that is how I feel. I really have hate for him. Sometimes wish I didn’t feel this way but I do. Oh Well. Feels
Sometimes too much to freaking deal with and no help no nothing. Tired of it
I am thinking tooooo much out loud…..Whatever! lol
Thanks for reading.
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Sister, sending lots golf love we! You are amazing, dont let anyone tell you different. We can never go back in time. As hard as it seems, I go with the position, what was, is meant to be. Be kind to yourself. We grow and evolve, and you are still here doing a grand job as a mum, so your decision making is 👌🏾. Our energy is best spent creating the future we desire and hope for. May your joy be abundant!
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Thank you for the support
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thats life i used to have a wife
and now i see her
and she s a stranger
she means nothing to me
now
and no
i would not marry her
if i had the preverbial mulligan
ur not alone
in these thoughts
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I love the honesty. You’d be surprised how many people can relate to this because you are being real.
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Thank You!
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