How it started and when it started

This feeling on being unwanted

Abandonment

As a child,

As a teen

As an adult

Being told at a young age

I’m not good enough

Cute enough

Smart enough

That I am nothing at all

Left alone

Darkness

Abandonment

By those who said they love me

Would always be there

But you see they are

Gone

Nowhere to be found

Abandonment

Searching for answers

Feeling of being alone

Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful

Can’t speak, Afraid

My voice does not matter

Abandonment

Got me feeling no one cares

Abandonment

Screaming out for help

Being left, being unheard

Being let down constantly

Abandonment

Even by myself

I let me down too

Abandonment

Feeling of being ashamed

Of my pain

My scars

The fucked up past

Lifeless

Why though?

Being abandoned so young

Made me grow into darkness

Abandonment

Something I still try to get over

Darkness

Abandonment

Feeling lost

Unwanted

Unloved

It is too much of a feeling

This sad, and fucked up feeling of

A nobody

A Lost soul

Feelings of and the truth of..

Abandonment

-Abandonment-

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.