Okay, so I have a thought and not good like I seriously dislike the person I had kids with like I really wish I can go back in time and change it all meeting him and everything. I hate him and yes it’s a strong word but don’t care about him. So much bad blood. Ugghh why did I have to meet him and spend so many years with the dummy. And still, have to be because of the kids. Even though that is a battle, and he doesn’t take care of them. Guess I was the dummy for real, venting again sorry for the bluntness but that is how I feel. I really have hate for him. Sometimes wish I didn’t feel this way but I do. Oh Well. Feels
Sometimes too much to freaking deal with and no help no nothing. Tired of it
I am thinking tooooo much out loud…..Whatever! lol
Thanks for reading.
Just Write 
Sister, sending lots golf love we! You are amazing, dont let anyone tell you different. We can never go back in time. As hard as it seems, I go with the position, what was, is meant to be. Be kind to yourself. We grow and evolve, and you are still here doing a grand job as a mum, so your decision making is 👌🏾. Our energy is best spent creating the future we desire and hope for. May your joy be abundant!
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Thank you for the support
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thats life i used to have a wife
and now i see her
and she s a stranger
she means nothing to me
now
and no
i would not marry her
if i had the preverbial mulligan
ur not alone
in these thoughts
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I love the honesty. You’d be surprised how many people can relate to this because you are being real.
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Thank You!
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