Hello all

Sometimes having a listening ear to vent is everything. A friend who is always there

Well too bad I have neither. Well, my notebook lol

My fellow bloggers/readers yall know I am always in my feelings though it is a reason for it

Given the month it is and the month coming up. No doubt I will need the strength to make it through. Days coming up will be hard and a struggle and I am going to try my hardest to get through it. I just know emotions, memories, and everything will come back up. Missing mom and trying to keep it all together. And lonely. It feels like rainy days ahead

Tonight, I wish I had a friend just need someone right now I guess, and with me, that does not happen often. I usually tend to vent here and in my notebook and with my sister, but no one else face to face. Or I sometimes keep the worst inside and do not speak a word about it.  Maybe I am a damn difficult person. Thankful for this blog and support. I just like to vent and let it out of course and wish more people in my life genuinely cared. Again just need a friend and a listening ear right now. Okay! Breathe… Can’t believe I am rambling on about not having friends. LOL Crazy!! Then again, it’s how I feel tonight. Have a good one.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.