At a time like this, our world needs healing it needs prayers. It seems to be too much going on, ugh always something. I know people are shocked at what is happening I know I am. I feel pain and heartache and wish it were better. I am praying for strength, guidance, understanding, patience, and healing for my family and yours. I have some loved ones who are not doing well and want to pray for them.
Praying for better days. Hope you all are safe and okay. Remember to love yourself and those around you. This is how I am feeling at this moment and wanted to share.
Sometimes having a listening ear to vent is everything. A friend who is always there
Well too bad I have neither. Well, my notebook lol
My fellow bloggers/readers yall know I am always in my feelings though it is a reason for it
Given the month it is and the month coming up. No doubt I will need the strength to make it through. Days coming up will be hard and a struggle and I am going to try my hardest to get through it. I just know emotions, memories, and everything will come back up. Missing mom and trying to keep it all together. And lonely. Feel like rainy days ahead
Tonight, I am wishing I had a friend just need someone right now I guess, and with me, that does not happen often. I usually tend to vent here and my notebook and my sister, but no one else face to face. Or I sometimes keep the worst inside and not speak a word about it. Maybe I am a damn difficult person. Thankful for this blog and support. Just like to vent and let it out of course and wish it was more people in my life that genuinely care. Again just need a friend and a listening ear right now. Okay! Breathe… Can’t believe I am rambling on about not having friends. LOL Crazy!! Then again, it’s how I feel tonight. Have a good one.
How has the weekend been to you? Ready for the week ahead?
Okay so everything was fine, and I am writing and then my mom pops up in my head. Oh man that just made me pause and just start balling. Hate this feeling and now feeling a little down. Why does this happen? Now I am going to pray then turn on some music and hopefully stop feeling this way. UGh shake it off I’m saying to myself. Maybe I need to go to bed. Put the notebooks and pens up and rest. Maybe she is telling me something I don’t know. Ughh whatever music and a shot of something strong, shower and the damn bed. And it is really past my bedtime lol have to be up at 5am. Just venting and a little freaked out. Praying for sure.
It comes and goes the emotions of missing my mom and thinking about her. Sometimes when I least expect it. Again, Oh Man WTF…..Yeah, a negative post (Sort Of). Feelings though
Hello People just want to say happy Tuesday and have a great day. Enjoy this day try to relax not let stress take over. Trust I know that is hard to do, I am also trying to relax because some days can be challenging, and I am learning to move on and not let things get to me. I want this to be a stress free day.
Pray about the problem and let go. Love your self always. Breathe, Relax, Stay firm, Stay Cool. Hope all is well.
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