Monthly Archives: December 2020

Christmas Shopping!

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Christmas Shopping!

Hi, So I am doing some Christmas shopping and I thought I had it figured out but nope I do not lol. I thought I would find everything I need from decorations, food, and toys clothing, accessories and more . Some stores do not really have anything even when looking online. Does anyone have this same problem now? I think I should have started way early then I did. So now I am redoing some of my list and hopefully I can get the person something they like. That is the hard part about shopping for me, sometimes I feel I must get exactly what they want. Even though it is the thought that counts some people do not see it that way, so I try to get the things they want. I know other people would not care as long as they got a gift. Anyways I am ranting about to continue to look online and shop more and hopefully things will come together and I find what I want. Thanks for reading! #My thoughts

Good Day/Night

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Today was a great day, I got some daily goals done. Did a little writing and played on my PS4 for a while. Now I am tired and it is bedtime. Just want to send love to everyone and hope your day was good and hope you have a good night. Short Post it’s all love! Remember to love yourself always and those around you. Goodnight. Thanks for reading. LOVE LOVE LOVE

Walking Away!

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Walking Away...

Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.

Can you deal with it? How? Thank you for reading, please feel free to leave feedback.

You got it. If you need to Do it!

Goals Hello Happy Hump Day! Today I want to talk about goals. What do goals mean to you?  When I say goals, I mean all. Short term, long term, love goals, career goals, mental goals. I have been thinking lately and decided to change things and that mean my goals too. My long-term goals […]

Goals! — Just Write and Be YOU

Love Cycle!

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  • Meet each other
  • Get to know each other- Months to years- depend on the people!
  • Dates- How many? Who knows? People sometimes skip this
  • The talks- First couple of months all sweet talk on both ends. The I miss you, cannot wait to talk or see you. Shit everything is all fine and dandy at the beginning. the sweet nothings hell everything even intimacy if that is the case
    • The lying, the half-truths. The I am not telling them this or that. the battle with each other. Can get crazy at times……. Oh well you live and learn……. NEXT
  • Strong- Whatever Phase, I going to do me no matter what…… (It is this way sometimes)
  • Both of us will not back down……Fighting and more fighting just damn drama
  • Is it love? should I give up? Is he playing me? Is she playing me? Is this real…. Nah I am tripping it cannot be…. Why I feel this way? Should I express my true self? Question to ask!
  • The DOUBTING yourself and each other……..Damn, the struggle to not call, to not text, why? At this point you question everything the good, the bad. How he feels, how she feels, sometimes outside influences like damn sometimes it is too damn much……OKAY
  • Time to self…… Self-reflect, constantly thinking what if, thinking for the future. is it this person or no should I try again or NO…..Damn think about self-right now. and at this time there might still be doubt but then you like hell why NOT….OKAY Let us try……see where it goes, we let it flow!
  • THE COMEBACK-IF its love!
  • Talking again- more often, more topics in depth, talking about goals, what each other want, how you can make it work with each other
  • Dating again-More communication, No lies, Trust, Commitment, NO Games- AGAIN IF ITS LOVE
  • Caution- Girl back up, Man Back up- He is mine/Or she is mine very territorial making plans with each other. No one can get the way. NO ONE! LOVE IS STRONG! It is all about us. POSWER of LOVE
  • MOVING IN- THIS IS THE BIG TEST—–WHEW- We go through the motions as we really get to know each other. What we like, what we dislike, how we like this, how we like that, Privacy, Cleaning, Cooking, Eating, Intimacy, damn all of it- AGAIN if true love is in the picture you will work things out. Fighting and oh believe me you will have the dumbest fights, control. This is a tough battle. are you throwing in the towel? Are you up to it….?
  • More Communication. More Bonding, More love. We love Strong!
  • What’s Next? Marriage or more trying? What you think?

Gingerbread House

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Hay how is your night going? I am in a good mood right now and just sitting and thinking about making gingerbread houses with my family. Right now, I am making a list for everything. Do you guys have any ideas? I want to make it fun and exciting for the kids. I have been looking up some recipes and different candy ideas. I know this will be a great fun project for them. I will also have my nieces and nephews over to make one as well. Hopefully, I find everything needed and find some cool ideas. I will we posting pictures of the project when we make them. Stay tuned! Thanks for reading