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Drunken Me

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Drunken me

Shot after shot, I feel the numbness take over my body, I want more, need to feel empty inside.

Feel free, free from those who lied, used, and abused me, free from pain, free from the world

Take another shot, it is all good

Feel the sensation, feel the burn

They all do not matter, drink the damn pain away

Take another shot, damn I feel it, I am slipping

But I do not give a damn

Give me more, few more shots taken, mind gone

Laid back not feeling shit, I feel numb, empty it is what I want

Free from it all or is it just a drunken daze

Do I want to stop? Do I need more?

Whispers…Whispers…. Drink it all away

Its okay be gone for the night

And another one…….

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**Updated: 7/28/2023**

Feels!

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Okay, so I must vent for a minute. Yall know how I do. I am having some feelings about that oh is this shit too good to be true, am I close to my dreams, and sometimes my damn trust issues are at play. I am almost finished with my book and ready to take off. At this moment I really do not trust shit. This weekend and the dates are memories I hate thinking about, so that got me feeling all types of ways.  Emotions are everywhere tonight. And honestly, no one to talk to well on my blog. Just doing so much thinking tonight, maybe I need to go to bed, and try again tomorrow. Glad I got some goals done though.  A calm mind and rest!!!! Thanks for all the support!

I hope everyone else night was great and happy Father’s Day to all the fathers out there. Hope your day was fun and exciting. Remember to love yourself and keep those you love close.  Goodnight!

Blessings and Love

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