Tag Archives: Trust

Worry…ME

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Are you a person who can easily walk away from challenging situations? Are you a person who can easily forgive? Easily forget the negative.

Me I am not that person. I worry too much and think about the past way too much. Something I do not like about myself. I am always on edge and thinking about my past makes it worst and then anxiety kicks in. Wish it were easy for me to forget stuff, to forgive, and trust more. Want to easily walk away with no wounds. Wishful thinking huh? Yeah, it is annoying at times, and wish I could just leave the negative shit in the past. I worry too much it is crazy. Again, wish I can easily walk away from all the bad. Worrying a lot is stressful.

Ugh too much on my mind right now and want to getaway. Head spinning and mind racing fast. You ever had one of those days? Praying on it as always. Just writing to get my thoughts, feelings, and venting out. Sometimes I have to whether it is a negative post or not. I just want to be able to forgive and forget. I am me and right now I am worrying and having anxiety, must admit writing does help as it is calming for a moment. Praying for all of those having those bad days. Breathe and pray about it. Have faith.

Blessings and Love!

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Trust Issues…

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Trust, this word and it’s meaning. I hate that sometimes it is hard for me to trust people and situations. I tend to question everyone and everything around me. I do not open up easy to people because I automatically don’t trust them. Is this a bad thing?

I really look at people and be like nah you can’t be trusted then I just don’t deal with them. I can honestly say that I do not have any friends. None. The closet person I talk to and hang out with is my sister. I also do not want to bring any type of friends around me and my family who don’t have good intentions. I have been through a lot of shit with different people and maybe that’s why. I don’t know just thinking and venting.

What are yours thoughts on trust? Do you easily trust people you meet? Thinking, thinking, thinking and more thinking of course lol. I hope y’all night is good. Wishing love, peace, happiness, and blessing to you and yours! Thank you for reading.