In My Heart
In my heart I will remember your love
In my heart I will always see and feel your smile
In my heart I will keep your voice, your words
In my heart I will always see and feel you
In my heart I will keep your memories
In my heart, in my mind you will
Forever be missed
In my heart you will always be
I love you always mom
Sill in my heart
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Sharing Again. Let it Out
Letting it out…
My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some…
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I wrote this some months ago. It is one of my favorites!!! Wanted to share again. Enjoy, thank you.
Lost Little Girl
Little lost girl
Fighting to find her way
Lost with no direction
Sad eyes, heart hurting, mind racing
Wounds open, flesh
Lost little girl
Thrown to the wolves, the sharks, the bad
The ugly, clowns, death
Raging to get free
Surrounded by the unknown, Dark
Lost little girl
Scared, shocked, afraid
Alone, cold, wondering
Mad, darkness, raged, shaking
Lost in a world, no clue
She is lost, no soul, no nothing
Lost little girl
Can she be found???
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****Just A Poem!!****
Let It Go
I am learning day by day that it is okay for me to let things go, let go and be free
Let go of the anger
Let go of the lies
Let go of the pain
Let go of those who are toxic to you and your well being
Let go of it all
Let go and open your mind
Let go and open your heart, let go and let God
Let go and welcome sunshine into your life
Let it all go
It is okay and I am learning to move on and continue to love me and have a happy life. Let go of the things that I can not control and take it for what it is. I love the feeling of being happy and at peace. I am letting it all go. I am happy and content!
Thank you for reading!
Stuck
Stuck here in the same spot
Stuck fighting
Figuring it out
Stuck
All alone
Stuck in a bubble
Want to break free
Scared, nervous
Stuck feeling the weight of the world
Pushing, shoving, reaching
Nothing happens
Stuck in life
Stuck in a shell
Trying to overcome it all
Stuck
Facing fears
Don’t want to
Stuck
Want to be heard
Stuck
Suffer in silence
Stuck
No change, give up
Stuck
Where’s light
Where is Love
I am stuck here and now
Trying to breathe
Get out of it, Climb
Man, man, man
I am just
Stuck
Thank you for reading.
**Just A Poem**
More By Ray’Elaine Just Write!
Pressure
When you feel the weight of the world, of life.
Pressure
Trying to make everyone around you happy.
Pressure
Trying to make yourself happy.
Pressure
Having those bad days, struggling
Pressure
The drama and let downs.
To be perfect
Pressure
Dealing with people who are toxic to you.
Pressure
Heaviness
Too much weight
It is all around.
Damn the pressure.
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#Pressure #Poetry #JustWrite
This is a post I wrote a while ago and wanted to share it again!
Hope you like it.
Understanding things helps. Understand it and make good decisions
Understanding It
To those who needs these words:
Give yourself time to understand and deal with a situation do not give up hope. We often lose hope and some people often give up. Please do not, see your worth and move forward. Have the courage to break through the pain, push through. You have to do it for yourself. You can do it be strong. Try to understand what’s going with you get to the real issues and fix it I been through it, so I know it’s hard, damn hard, but with faith and good and loving support around you it will get better. For anyone going through tough times and darkness and depression please get help, you are not alone.
Wishing the best, Prayers and love to those in need and do not forget to love those around you and of course yourself. Love and Happiness Love…
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My Thoughts (Ugh)
I try my best to keep a clear head and positive thoughts but right now I just feel so low and alone. I feel like somethings will never I change, and I have to really accept that, and it is hard. Especially when you work your hardest to make things work out for the better. I just feel so lost right now and do not know what to do. This is so annoying the feeling of hopelessness. And at the moment I have to walk away from the BS it is not worth my peace. Sometimes people just drain you, ugh irritating and painful.
Guess I will try to do some writing and hopefully that will get my mind off things for a while. It is kind of hectic at the moment.
What do you do when you feel this way? Lost? Hopeless? What do you do…
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Mirror
Looking in the mirror
Sometimes loving what I see, who I am
At times hating what I see, hating who I am
Mirror
Sometimes gives me strength
Talking to me words of wisdom
At times words are harsh, mean
Mirror
Sometimes I feel so beautiful
And yet times ugly
Mirror
Its sometimes easy to lie to me
The mirror shows truth, pain, past
Mirror
Who am I fooling?
While facing me
In
The mirror I see
Yeah, sometimes I do not want to face
The ugliness, darkness, sometimes truth
In the
Mirror
That’s how we face everything
Staring at ourselves, looking deep within, our soul
And I, We
Can’t lie, can’t deny
The
Truth is
In
The
Mirror
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Challenge
I challenge myself daily, pushing myself and family to always to do what is right and be on top of things. Goals are important to me and I ty to accomplish them. I do my best to be a good leader, parent, daughter, sister, and friend. Learning along the way and still challenging the inner me.
I love to out do myself if that makes sense lol try to do things over and better. Challenge the inner me and surviving.
It is a challenge daily. Yes indeed! And I am all for it.
Have a good one.
Thank you for reading.
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