Need to get back to me
The old happy me
Back To Me
When me, life was care free
Back To Me
When I was all smiles
Thinking life was beautiful and filled with hope
Back To Me
Innocent me, Confident me, Stress free me
Back To Me
Being free, unafraid of what’s out there
Me being ready for anything
Wish to get back to having hope
And loving myself more
Back To Me
Just wishful thinking
-Back To Me-
Blessings and Love
Thank you for reading.
Venting….I really am trying to keep my faith and belief. I try to have patience and not think negatively. But when so much is going on in your life, and shit happens back-to-back it is hard to think positive. I feel like I am in a trance a bad one. I am just not okay today and trying to pray, trying to write, hoping that things will get better. I am at a loss right now thinking about my mom and grandpa and of course my day-to-day struggles and dealing with other people’s shit. My non-exitant love life. Feelings/ emotions are everywhere tonight. Seriously!
Ugh, what a day, what a night. Trying my hardest to not overthink. Just keep writing and keep busy…Hate when this happens but will make it through. Breathe and relax I say to myself.
Push through it no matter what. Venting a little sorry. Mind is just going right now. Hope you all are having a good weekend and making those goals. And having a fun-filled weekend. Tomorrow is a new day to begin fresh.
Blessings and Love all!
Thank you for reading.
Memories
Memories the good and the bad. Mostly the good ones though, just sitting here thinking. I am thinking of the good moments and memories me, my kids, and my mom has shared. It has been 23 days since my mom has passed and it seems unreal still. I sometimes still grab my phone ready to call her. This is so hard. Now all I have left is the great memories of her. She always had a beautiful smile on her face. These memories I will hold onto forever. Thinking of the good times sometimes helps when I am down. I love all our great memories and missing you mom. My mom My lil GLO, my Gloria your memory lives on. I will always have you in my heart.
Let it all out. Hope you all are having a better night.
Thank you for reading. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings
