Monthly Archives: November 2021

Holiday Season II

Holiday’s: Christmas

Now that Thanksgiving is over, it is all about Christmas. I am making lists for both of my kids, nieces, and nephews. Also making a big grocery list and trying to figure out what I am going to cook. I am a little excited about Christmas for my kids. Since my kids love reading, I am going to find some chapter books for them and maybe some puzzles. I have my own list for them, and I know they have a list of their own whew cannot wait to see what they have on it.  Again, excited for my kids. I am still trying to fully get in the holiday spirit.  Or another idea I had was to go out of town and see family. Have to think about that though. Are you excited for Christmas? Any plans? Or staying home? Any gift ideas for pre-teens. My kids and nieces and nephews are pre-teens and I have really no clue even when I ask them because they change their minds so much lol.  Are you cooking?

I know I have to move fast because Christmas would be here before we know it. It seems the months are flying by I cannot believe it is the end of November already. Holidays special to some and to others just another day. How do you feel about Christmas? My thoughts tonight would love to hear yours. Hope the night is going great for you all.

Blessings

Thank you for reading.

Shocked….

Today marks 9 months….Still hard
What a day, trying to remain positive

Just Write

Shock.....

Been three days and I am still in shock. I feel like I am coming and going. I am lost and hurting right now and I know it will take some time to heal. Such a beautiful person gone so soon. I love you mom and you will be missed. Again I am still shocked and haven't been in the mood to do anything. I just really want to be alone I am taking this hard and wish I could stop thinking so much. Feelings at the moment: Shocked, Lost, Hurt, Sad, Raged, Alone, Depressed, and more. Got to take this one day at a time and I know it will not be easy.

Praying for strength, guidance, understanding, patience wisdom, and healing for me and my family. Praying that things will get better with time. Venting and getting out how I feel right now and writing this took…

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Loving Self!

Love Yourself

When you have to make choices that are good for you but will hurt someone, still choose you.

It doesn’t make sense to keep giving in to them or live how they want you to. Or give into a situation that is not good or safe. Give in to yourself, feed you and your soul

Love yourself better than you love anyone else. Be strong and make the right decisions

It is Your life, so the choice has to be made for you and your future

Give yourself all you got.

Make those hard choices and be a better you

The truth is honestly how can you love someone or something if first you don’t love yourself…

My thoughts and feelings tonight, self-love is very important. Please remember to be kind, caring, and loving to yourself. You matter!

Don’t let no one tell you otherwise.

Blessings!

Thank you for reading.

Sometimes

Sometimes it is just easy to focus and worry and stress over things. Go into full anxiety mode. Sometimes it is easy to get distracted from the right you are doing. Get sucked into the bad and ugly and it happens fast. Sometimes we forget ourselves and what it is we are trying to do. Sometimes we get scared of life. Sometimes we let people come into our lives and take over. We let them dictate what we do how we move. Sometimes it happens when we are at our lowest and depressed. We do not care at the moment because sometimes we do not care about life at all. Sometimes it takes us a while to really understand what is going on in front of us and around us. Sometimes we make mistakes that cost us later in life. Sometimes we do not know where to turn, we do not know what to do. And. Sometimes we give up. Sometimes it is a struggle to get it all together. Sometimes we just need faith we need to know that everything will be okay. Sometimes we go through life numb because we feel we cannot fix anything. Sometimes we just need to breathe, be calm. Berceuse sometimes life happens and it’s not always going to be how you want it. At all. The process of life. Sometimes we just have to deal with it.

Sometimes…..

Blessings

Thank you for reading.

*A Poem*

#Life #Faith