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Always Something

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Always Something

Wow, man this day has been crazy. Today has been a long and stressful day just freaking scariness and craziness. I got calls that were unexpected and full of bad news. I feel like it is too much to deal with, feel suffocated and nowhere to go. I woke up happy in a good mood, very cheerful and then Boom it all goes to shit. I am shaking and can not stop crying and thinking too much. Just feel so out of control and hopeless. I do not like feeling this way at all, not being able to be there and help those who I love. It is too much going on in my life right now it is like I try to be happy and life pulls me back. I know that all I can do for now is pray about the situation and wish for the best. My head hurts, my heart hurts, and nobody to talk to about it, it has been a hard day I am just tired I will continue to pray. What to do? Just venting tonight. Too much on my mind.

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Rage II

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Rage II

This fire, this hurt, this pain, sadness built up

I just want to let it out

My body, my mind wants bloody revenge

Rage inside and I do not care who I hurt, do not care of the outcome

Rage roaring if you are in my view, tears will be cried, blood will be shed

Rage causing me to lose focus, I cannot see, its darkness

Rage want me to react

Rage got me drowning, drinking constantly

Rage inside of me ready to burst

Flames everywhere

Hurt, pain everywhere

Rage rage rage as it continues to build

Damn rage inside of me

Thank you reading.

#JustWrite #Poetry #Rage

Ray’Elaine

I Am Enough

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I Am Enough

I look in the mirror and I know that

I am enough

Strong, beautiful

Independent and vibrant

I am enough

Smart, amazing, fabulous, creative, and funny

No one can hold me down

I am enough

Even if you do not agree, even if you do not like me

I am enough

Standing tall, confident in me

I am me the lover, the fighter, the go getter, all business, the Queen

I am enough

I look in the mirror and know the person starring back is strong and she is enough

Ray’Elaine

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#JustWrite #SelfLove #Love #IAmEnough

This feeling again, UGH

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This feeling again, damn maybe I just need to talk to this man and let my feeling be known. another damn night I am spending with him on my mind. It has been like this for days and do not know why. This man probably does not even think about me or care about me but here my stupid self is just in my feelings about him. Sometimes I think I should pickup the phone and call him to hear his voice, I really want him beside me, but oh well. Wish I can get him off my mind, like seriously. Thinking out loud and very emotional, man getting attached and getting your feelings involved sucks. Yes, I hate that I feel this way I feel like I cannot focus I just see him, I can not help it. I just wanted to let this out and I need to learn to keep my feelings in check. Damn, damn, damn this man, I think I am in love (OH MY). I am rambling, need help. What should I do?

Ugh this damn feeling again. Thank you for reading

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In Your Arms!

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In Your Arms!

Your arms

Baby we are one

Laying in your arms is life

Laying in your arms without a care in the world

No one else matters, it is just us baby

Being with you makes my heart smile

Makes me feel hopeful, joyful, and happy

Laying in your arms starring in your eyes

I see love, our dreams, our world

Baby we are one

Our souls together forever, we got each other

Laying in your arms is all I want

I love being with you

Laying in your arms, I am me, my fullself

My love, my heart, my soul, my mind is

Forever in your arms!

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Good Day/Night

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Today was a great day, I got some daily goals done. Did a little writing and played on my PS4 for a while. Now I am tired and it is bedtime. Just want to send love to everyone and hope your day was good and hope you have a good night. Short Post it’s all love! Remember to love yourself always and those around you. Goodnight. Thanks for reading. LOVE LOVE LOVE #LOVE

Walking Away!

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Walking Away...

Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.

Can you deal with it? How? Thank you for reading, please feel free to leave feedback.

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