Just write it all out. Writing in my feelings out journal.
Tonight so much is on my mind.
I am unleashing on paper. My night….
She got the feels. Write Night
Happy Writing!
Hope your night is going good. Have a good one.
Blessings All
Thank You.
Courage
Strength
Hope
Love…… Sharing some quotes tongiht!
Blessings!
Thank you.
Healing takes time, you must take it one step at a time. Give yourself love and forgiveness and time to reflect on your life. It will not happen overnight be patient and you will become better. I am in this process and I know it takes time. I have been single for 4 years and it seems I am still hurt by what happened during the relationship and after. There is still resentment built up on both of our parts. I want to just get over it. And I will, I will heal and be better. I deserve happiness and I know the next person I get in a relationship do not deserve a person who has not healed and still lives in the past and have not worked out my issues.
It is truly a process, but I am willing to go through it and get better with how I deal with things and my actions towards them. I want to be healthy for myself and love me fully. Hopefully down the road I will meet that special someone, until them I am still healing, improving, strong, and of course I will never give up on myself or love. Any advice on healing or trying to move on?
Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!
Thank You For Reading.
Lonely Tonight
Times when I am down and I am not feeling myself, I hate being lonely. Sometimes I wish there were someone here to love me, talk to me, to hold me and tell me everything will be okay. Yes, I am strong on my own, I get lonely sometimes. These last couple of weeks I have been feeling very lonely and been sad about it. Honestly, I wish the guy I talked about in a previous post was here with me, like damn I really want that man bad. And of course, as I stated before he is probably not thinking about me at all. I am just lonely and thinking. There has been so much going on in my life lately and I just want real love, real friendships, just realness in my life. Anyways, I am going to get over it hopefully soon, me thinking this way, I sometimes irritate myself like seriously lol, but it is what it is. Miss lonely speaking tonight. Hope you all are doing okay and having a good night. Remember to love yourself and those around you. Love, peace, happiness, and Blessings!
Thank you for reading.
#JustWrite #Thoughts #Lonely
My feelings-why I feel this way?
Its funny or crazy how I am feeling about this situation I got myself into. On one hand it is what I want, what I being wanting. But on the other hand, I feel that shit is off, and something just do not seem right. Sometimes I think I am getting in my own way or thinking way too much. Maybe I am scared to take that leap. I do not know right now I am over analyzing the situation. Now I have talked about this man a lot and thought that maybe it was or who I wanted but like I said shit do not seem right. I have extraordinarily strong feelings for him, and I keep telling myself to go for it. What Is stopping me? A question I ask myself all the time. He has been checking on me lately to see if I am okay and I love that he seems like he really cares but of course I think that it is too good to be true something else I wrote about. I have to really make my mind up plan and stick with it; I do not want to get hurt and I do not want to hurt anybody feelings. I just do not know what to do, I like him and we vibe well, I like our conversations and we can talk about anything, I also feel like I and be myself around him even with this there is still some doubt. And I am not the type who worry about what others think about me or my life. When I think of me and him in a relationship, I always think about what my family will think it is weird because I usual do not care what people say or think.
Maybe it is me I got some things to decide. What will you do in this situation? Should I just say forget it all? Should I quit over thinking/analyzing?
Well, I am just venting on this Monday of course got to let it out. My feelings, My thoughts. Have a great night people and I thank you for reading. Love and Blessings
Thank You.
In the night!
In the night when all is still
I am up and my mind is awake
Racing with thoughts good and bad
In the night when its hard to sleep
In the night is when I write
Letting it all flow together
In the night, my heart is free, free to be me
In the night I see clear
In the night, my imagination is wild
In the night, my mind is wild
In the night I write freely, freely me
And it is Night! Time to write
Thanks for reading.
#InTheNight #JustWrite
Good Morning all how is it going?
My morning…….
Man, man man what a Morning it has been. One child sick and another one suspended from school and its chaos here. LOL. Patience and strength are needed seriously. Will not be working today so maybe writing when things calm down. It is going to be a long and maybe stressful day and I have a damn migraine also so there’s that. Need a BIG cup of coffee lol. It’s one of those days today, I guess. Maybe try to do some editing or just watch tv and be lazy I rather be working but it is what it is. What to do????
What are your plans for the day? Any writing goals? Work goals?
Hope you all have a great day and enjoy it. Yay Friday tomorrow
Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings All
Thank you for reading.
Be You!
It is okay to be yourself I don’t understand why people don’t get that
Be You, Be original, Be Brave, Be Awesome, Do what you want, Be wild, Be exciting what ever You WANT BE You!!!!!!
Even if they don’t get you, they do not have to understand you BE YOU!
BE YOU, please and thank you
Just wanted to say that.
Rough day yesterday!
Yesterday was a hard day for me. I had to take a moment for myself. I sat on my bed rocking back and forth and taking deep breaths. Minutes before that I was in attack mode. I felt hurt and just rage and wanted to do damage to that person. Ugh I do not like having this feeling and I am glad I walked away because the way I was feeling was madness and did not want to do anything stupid. So, I had to take some deep breaths and put on some music to calm myself. I hate that I let someone get the best of me and got me out of control for a minute. I also had to pray for strength, I was a different person and had to check myself really quick. Right now, I am still a little upset, but happy the situation is over and nothing bad happened. I kept it cool. Very thankful and proud of myself for having the strength to walk away.
I will continue to pray for strength and guidance. Really trying to have peace, get to my happiness. Have you ever been in a scary situation before? How did you deal with it?
Thank you for reading.
#JustWrite
In My Heart
In my heart I will remember your love
In my heart I will always see and feel your smile
In my heart I will keep your voice, your words
In my heart I will always see and feel you
In my heart I will keep your memories
In my heart, in my mind you will
Forever be missed
In my heart you will always be
I love you always mom
Sill in my heart
Thank you for reading.
