Drifting off into a daze
Thinking of a better situation
Daydreaming of a better life
Drifting off trying to
Find a place where I belong
Daydreaming of my happy place if any
Drifting off wondering
What is to come, what is to happen?
Daydreaming of my future
Drifting off just to not think
Daydreaming of what can be
Thank you for reading.
Being up front!
Oh man you try to tell people how you really feel about them or the situation, not to be mean or cruel, but to be real and honest with them. Why do some people ignore that and be like “oh your just talking, you don’t mean what you’re saying” like really?
I am saying this because my children’s father cannot accept that I do not want to be in a relationship with him. We have not been together in four years and yes, all this time he has been trying to get back together. I just do not understand why he is like this. I want nothing from him, Nothing at all. I wish he will get it, understand it, and move the hell on with his life. Last year I tried to hook him up with someone lol that did not work. To the point where it is so annoying, I usually ignore him, but it is too much. The begging and lying about shit to get me to take him back, trying not to snap on him, but it is so hard.
I do not feel like I am wrong or doing something hurtful, I mean we were in a relationship for almost 10 years and I gave him chance after chance and tried my hardest to make it work despite how I was treated by him, (CRAZY) it is like I tried and got nothing but heartache and headache. I am so over being in a relationship with dude I just want to co- parent and enjoy my single life. Why is it so hard for him to understand? Our relationship was bad and very toxic. Yeah, I am venting about this again maybe because I really do not understand it. Thank you for reading.
Ocean!
The destination, one where people get
Lost in their thoughts
Enjoy the peace and the quiet
Still waters, wavy waters
The beauty of the view, the colors
A sight to see, such calmness
Feet in the sand forgetting everything just for a moment
Nature hugs you
Keeps you in
Ocean side there is where I want to dream
Take it all in
Breathe in breathe out
Let it all go while at the
Ocean!
Thank you for reading!
My Ideas, I panic sometimes!
So, a while back I wrote about me being an overthinker, over analyzer feeling that was this moment. Within the last week new ideas came to mind and I have been thinking like crazy. Also was thinking about starting a small business while trying to finish my book. I have no type of business plan set up or wrote out. Me and my ideas are all over the place. Wow needs to take a deep breath and think clear. I should be more worried about my book. I admit that I have been slacking a little the week before. I hope I can focus on one thing at a time because I just over think and really come up with some crazy stuff. I also so think that I can do it all at once and by myself at that. Slow down lady lol. Whew I do too much. Good thing is I said I was going to write more, try to everyday and get my book done. During all this I am trying my hardest not to panic…. Take it a day at a time… Breath…. You got it!
Thank You For Reading!
Have faith in life!
Theses Words!!!👇👇👇
Hello, how is everyone’s night going?
Why do we sometimes feel like we can not tell those close to us the word no, if we do, we feel guilty and question ourselves. We want to help and be there, so we do not like to tell people no. The thing is we know sometimes that the best thing is to say no and know it is the right choice, but we struggle with it. Me I have that problem especially with my kids. I try to please my love ones no matter what. Yes of course there are times when I am like no and that is final, but still feel bad about it and there are times where I do not know why I feel bad. Why is that? I am also like that with my mom. Is anyone else this way? This is another thing I want to change in my life.
I want to say those two letters and mean it and feel bad about it or selfish. Its not to the point where I feel like people are taking advantage, it is just how I feel about saying no and thinking about the other person feelings. Yeah, I often push I how feel to the side, but at this age I am used to it-SIGH-. Just like to help people, I guess.
Can you easily tell a loved one no?
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Don’t Hold On
Move on, you deserve better and to be loved right!
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Long long long day…..Had too much going on and I am tired. And feeling lost
I have a migraine I guess it is bedtime for me.
Hopefully I get to post tomorrow. Goodnight People
Remember to love yourself always and those around you!
I really like this quote.
Perfectly said.
Write what you like to read.
Write it and Love it.
Self love is the best. Loving yourself is the best gift for yourself. Love yourself always! You have to be there for you, nobody else will!
Just Write 