She is still guarded because many thieves came in before broke her trust and held her mind hostage. She is still trying to break free.
She working on it. taking a while!
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Monthly Archives: September 2021
Insight to Ray’Elaine
Ray’Elaine
Just Write and Be YOU!!! Have a great day All. Blessings!!
Insight
Danger, danger, danger man
I fear myself
The most person I fear beside God is me
I am my own worst enemy
I am sometimes in my own way, I can be very evil
I say this because my soul, my mind, and mouth are ruthless’
I hurt people, purposely pushing them away, SO What
Dangerous, I cannot calm down, I see red, just blood
I be in beast mode, like all the time, ready to go
Fist up, ready to fight
Dangerous and lethal please proceed with caution
An insight to me, I know I am not the only do not hate me!! LOL
Thank you for reading!
*Repost*
Updated:7/1/2021
Heal (Trying)
Healing
Trying to heal and be okay with myself deep down inside. I want to be happy and I know that I will not heal over night. I read books of inspiration and also read inspirational quotes.
This process is hard but I am willing to try hard to overcome everything. Shout out to all of those who been there and made it back from it. And to those who are fighting battles and trying their hardest to overcome them. We got this. Prayer and guidance.
I have included in this blog some quotes on healing. I like them.
Thank you for reading.
It is not. It will take some time. Be Patience. I know I am!
In the night
In the night!
In the night when all is still
I am up and my mind is awake
Racing with thoughts good and bad
In the night when its hard to sleep
In the night is when I write
Letting it all flow together
In the night, my heart is free, free to be me
In the night I see clear
In the night, my imagination is wild
In the night, my mind is wild
In the night I write freely, freely me
And it is Night! Time to write
Thanks for reading.
#InTheNight #JustWrite
A Day
Good Morning all how is it going?
My morning…….
Man, man man what a Morning it has been. One child sick and another one suspended from school and its chaos here. LOL. Patience and strength are needed seriously. Will not be working today so maybe writing when things calm down. It is going to be a long and maybe stressful day and I have a damn migraine also so there’s that. Need a BIG cup of coffee lol. It’s one of those days today, I guess. Maybe try to do some editing or just watch tv and be lazy I rather be working but it is what it is. What to do????
What are your plans for the day? Any writing goals? Work goals?
Hope you all have a great day and enjoy it. Yay Friday tomorrow
Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings All
Thank you for reading.
Be You
Be You!
It is okay to be yourself I don’t understand why people don’t get that
Be You, Be original, Be Brave, Be Awesome, Do what you want, Be wild, Be exciting what ever You WANT BE You!!!!!!
Even if they don’t get you, they do not have to understand you BE YOU!
BE YOU, please and thank you
Just wanted to say that.
Writing and Editing!
Hello, all this is what I am on tonight. Writing and editing so wanted to reshare this.
Hope all is okay! Happy writing
Love, and Blessings all. Have a goodnight. 🖤💙🖤
Writing and Editing Night!!
Hello, my fellow writers/bloggers how is it going tonight? Me?
My night consists of editing as well as writing. I have been working on this book for almost two years and I still do not have a tittle for my book but still letting the pen flow. The editing part was giving me a headache, but I like to always go back to some chapters to make changes and to make sure the story flows together. After a 2 hour edit session (times fly when you are busy working) I feel good about what I have so far. Taking a little break maybe a joint and some wine lol then it is back to writing. Also working on character development so it is a busy night, but I do not mind it at all.
After all writing is my passion and I love it when ideas…
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That “NO” Word
That No Word….Still don’t like lol
Hello, how is everyone’s night going?
Why do we sometimes feel like we can not tell those close to us the word no, if we do, we feel guilty and question ourselves. We want to help and be there, so we do not like to tell people no. The thing is we know sometimes that the best thing is to say no and know it is the right choice, but we struggle with it. Me I have that problem especially with my kids. I try to please my love ones no matter what. Yes of course there are times when I am like no and that is final, but still feel bad about it and there are times where I do not know why I feel bad. Why is that? I am also like that with my mom. Is anyone else this way? This is another thing I want to…
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My Heart Guarded
Heart Guarded…
Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!
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#HeartGuarded #Mythoughts #JustWrite
Lies and more LIES
Lies and more lies, Liar
Hello all
Liars on Blast lol
Want to blog about liars, lying. Why is it that people lie so much. Like why especially when they lie over stuff so small or lie just because. People go around putting on fronts or I like to call it their mask. They lie about who they are, they identity. Or lie about any and everything. Yes, I know that it happens a lot and I just be thinking and wondering why they do it. It is something that I truly do not understand at all. Maybe because I am an honest person no matter the situation, I will always be honest with people. Why? Because I do not like to be lied to that shit hurts. So, I wouldn’t lie to others just because I can and get away with it smh. I have heard that some people do it to avoid hurting someone but lies make everything worse. Well, that is what I think. It is such a big deal in any type of relationship you or in whether it is family or friends a lie is a freaking lie and can be wrong like seriously. I think some people do not realize it maybe because they are all about themselves and don’t care. How hard is it to be upfront and honest about who you are and what you are about. Again, something I don’t understand and probably never will. Thought about writing about lying because I am currently dealing with it, so many people around me who does it a lot and it is super annoying. Something I explain to my kids about honest and integrity. Your presents and words can concern others. It is okay to be honest and be yourself. Do you agree? Have you dealt with a person who constantly lies? How did you deal with it? Again, people why lie? Annoyed seriously
Thinking, venting of course too much shady shit going on and I do not like it. Time for changes, change the untrustworthy people around me. Please feel free to like, comment, and share.
Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings all
Thank you for reading.
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