My Heart Guarded

Heart Guarded

Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore Iโ€™ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!

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Heart VS Mind

Heart VS Mind

When there is a power struggle between what your mind tells you and how your heart feel. Sometimes it is hard to make choice because of the conflict between the two.

Some people will say always go with you mind. They say if your mind is constantly telling you should then follow your mind.

Then some people say you should follow your heart. How you feel inside will never steer you wrong go with the feelings of the heart.

Then it is the back and forth of making the right choice.

The power struggles

The conflict

The battle

Heart VS Mind

Mind VS Heart

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