Tag Archives: Feelings

T.O.L-Time

Time waits for no one. I take the use of my time seriously. I do not like my time wasted; it irritates me. Time is precious and should be used wisely and how we want while we can.

T-Timely

I-Instant

M-Memories,

E-Eternity

Know that your time is valuable should not be wasted on unwanted BS.

Again, time waits for no one!

Thinking out loud. Short and simple!

Thoughts?

Blessings and Love!

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Control

Control

When you think of control what does it mean to you?

Control to me is having a say over any and everything. Have to be up close and have a hand in everything that is going on around you. Including control over people.

Man, man, man I hate when things are out of my control. I am a Leo and yes sometimes I am bossy and must control everything around me. When something is out of my control, I feel lost, nervous, my body shakes I feel anxious, and I get easily irritated. Anybody else like that? I be a nervous wreck and constantly questioning everything. Then I am overthinking and worrying, crazy huh?

Some people say to me that its ok to let go of having control over everything and relax. It is hard to do that thought. I have been thinking about it lately and maybe I should let go a little, take it one day at a time, relax, do not go overboard, and try to run people lives. I mean how hard can it be? Where do I start? Are there any other control freaks out there? Help lol

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Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!

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Defender

I am a defender

A defender to me

I protect me, myself, and I

Defender

Fighting those who

Threatens me

Defender

On guard of course

Protective gear

I am a defender

A defender to me, to my family

Watch closely

Listen and I am alert

Fighting anything that comes close

Defender

Everything on lock

No one gets through

Nope

Defender

Stand tall

Confident

Strong

I am a defender

A defender of

ME…

Blessings and Love

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Feels!

Okay, so I must vent for a minute. Yall know how I do. I am having some feelings about that oh is this shit too good to be true, am I close to my dreams, and sometimes my damn trust issues are at play. I am almost finished with my book and ready to take off. At this moment I really do not trust shit. This weekend and the dates are memories I hate thinking about, so that got me feeling all types of ways.  Emotions are everywhere tonight. And honestly, no one to talk to well on my blog. Just doing so much thinking tonight, maybe I need to go to bed, and try again tomorrow. Glad I got some goals done though.  A calm mind and rest!!!! Thanks for all the support!

I hope everyone else night was great and happy Father’s Day to all the fathers out there. Hope your day was fun and exciting. Remember to love yourself and keep those you love close.  Goodnight!

Blessings and Love

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Scars

Scars inside and out

Deep wounds

Can never be fixed

Scars

Still remain

Walk with me, guide me

The scars

Not pretty

Inside and out

The scars I carry with me

So deep

Nightmares appear

The scars are here

Forever

The scars

Inside and out

I

Cannot hide

Flesh open

Cries are loud

Scars remain

I wonder why.

No help

There’s nobody

Damn scars

On my mind, body

Drowning

Am I still alive?

These

Scars

Sometimes visible

These scars sometimes

Not….Damn

Scars….

Blessings and Love.

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**A Poem**

Scared

Scared..

You do not know what is out there

You are scared to take that step

Scared of rejection, embarrassment, failure

Scared of the unknown

You tell yourself I can do it

But doubt, and anxiety tells you otherwise

You are scared of what you might or might not become

Scared of what people will say or think about you

You procrastinate, put things on hold

Scared to put yourself out there

Scared to follow your dreams

You’re scared of your own potential

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Tuesday Night!

What a day/night…

Hay everyone. How is everyone’s night? Mine is not too good tonight it has been a long and dragged-on day. Why? My migraines ugh hate them, like seriously. I have been feeling drained all day and my damn face hurting. These migraines just take over sometimes. It was very painful through work and some meetings that I had but I pushed through and was hoping to get a lot of writing done today but that did not happen I tried a little but had to take a break and try to find a calm space.

Hopefully, I am all better tomorrow because I did not like the way I was feeling today. Not good at all hopefully I can get some sleep. I hope that yall day was better and hope you guys have a great night. remember to love yourself through it all.

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