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Straight Up!

If you have to keep questioning my feelings and everything thing I say or do. You should leave me alone. Obviously, you don’t trust my words or me. Like damn, why bother. Just leave me the fuck alone if that’s the case. I don’t just put my feelings out there and when I do a person dismiss them or don’t believe them. This is why I like to stay guarded. Seriously why would I waste my time putting my feelings out there just because…. Make it make sense. Straight Up.


Wasted time……


If you don’t trust me, let me be. If your insecurities and Jealousy is in the way, fix it or keep it to yourself and away from me. That doesn’t seem like love to me, questioning what I do or how I do it all the time. So annoying and I can do without it. Straight Up.


Ugh Damned if I do, Damned if I don’t.


Story of my life and annoying.

Just my thoughts and venting a little…… Straight Up


Blessings and Love!
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Bloom!

Beauty all around, beauty like springtime flowers bursting with joy

Love in the air, love in me, dancing to my own beat

Open to the fresh air, chirping bird’s beautiful sounds

Overflowing with happiness, a natural bliss

Moving and shaking about, the beat in my body, dancing to the sounds of spring, happiness, joy, and love.

Bloom like a beautiful spring flower!

-Bloom-

Blessings and Love!

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The Black Rose!

In the garden, dark and deep

Where shadows dance and secrets keep

There blooms a rose of rarest kind

Its petals black as moonless night

Its beauty shrouded in mystery

A symbol of love and history

The black rose stands alone and proud

Defying norms and breaking ground

For some, it represents farewell

A final goodbye, a mournful knell

But for others, it’s a symbol of hope

A reminder to never give up the rope

So, let the black rose bloom and thrive

Its darkness a reminder to strive

For even in the darkest hour

There’s beauty in the blackest flower.

-The Black Rose-

Blessings and Love!

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Types of Food!!

Daily writing prompt
What are your favorite types of foods?

My favorite types of food. Whew it is a few! 

Meat would be first for me. I love steak, beef, and pork. Seafood, next, I love shrimp, catfish and scallops. I love pasta and all types and sauces. And of course, desserts. I say desserts because I like to bake. 

I think of myself as a foodie. And sometimes I indulge in the ooey gooey, cheesy, fried, greasy, chocolatey yumminess the goodness lol. 

Sometimes it can be comforting for me. My favorite is Steak and shrimp, and I could have it all the time, especially with pasta. I also love making desserts and mixing different flavors together. I also love fruits and vegetables. A balance lol. I feel like cooking, food brings people together and also makes one feel good. 

What do you like to eat? Are you a healthy eater? Are you a foodie? 

Have a good one all 

Blessings and Love 

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Flaws!

**I had a writing prompt that I wrote and working on and wanted to share. It is about my flaws, what they are, and how I feel about them. Might be familiar with some of what you read in this blog post because I share my true feelings from time to time. Still wanted to share this it’s everything in one lol.**

The writing prompt was: Write down the flaws that make you perfect the way you are.

I feel that my flaws are Trust issues, insecurity in my writing and self-publishing, self-doubt, control, and a bad attitude most of the time.

My flaws make me perfect the way I am because I feel like the trust issues that I have to keep me alert to new people I meet, and I keep them at a distance. I have trust issues because those close to me betrayed me. Most people think of someone cheating on you and that is what brings trust issues in people. But no, for me, it is everybody; I have had friends do me wrong and betray my trust, and I also have had family betray me. And at this point, I am damn sick of it and that is why I do not trust too many people. This flaw could be a terrible thing to others but for me, I am very aware of it and honest about it. The next thing is my insecurity in getting my book done and published. I am not going to lie I fear it, maybe scared of what type of feedback I would receive. I think I take my time with it; I want it to be perfect. Also, I do not know too much about publishing or self-publishing, so I am trying to do some research before I put my work out there for the public to read. Another insecurity in my writing is the promotion and marketing of it all. I need to get out of my shell and make things happen. Another flaw is being scared to take risks. I need to get out of that and fast.

The self-doubting is a flaw. I second guess myself all the time, which is not good but something I am aware of and working on. My controlling habits, I tend to want to be in control of everything around me. Like I hate to sit back and not be a part of something that I think I should be a part of. Also controlling in a way that I want others to do as I say when I say, I get irritated if they don’t or if I feel they are moving too slow for my liking. I know, crazy, right? I am also working on that as well as a bad attitude.

These flaws make me perfect the way I am because I am fully aware of what areas I need to work on and am honest with people about my flaws. Though I feel I am perfect with these flaws, I know that some things need to change. I can admit my strengths and weaknesses and still be proud of who I am. There is no shame in that. I am a work in progress, striving to get better.

Have a better way of thinking and a better life. My flaws make me perfect the way I am. It does not mean perfect in anything but perfect for me.

Do you have flaws that make you perfect the way you are? Care to share? Thoughts?

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

**Sharing my true feelings. Write it all out. Flaws and all!!**

Drained….

In my quiet glooms, I find my place

Where echoes of dreams fade without a trace

Once vibrant hues are now muted and grey

A weary heart seeks the end of the day

The weight of the world, heavy on my chest

Whispers of fatigue, denying me rest

Eyes that once sparkled with boundless light

Now dimmed by the endless, tiring night

Each breath a whisper, faint and thin

The echoes of the strength within

Fading like a distant hymn

As shadows close and light grows dim.

-Drained-

Blessings and Love!

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Empowered 

In the kingdom where strength and courage reign 

A soul empowered rises high and free 

Unleashing dreams that once were locked in chains 

With newfound power, embracing destiny 

No force can dim the light that shines within 

No obstacle can halt this fearless stride 

In every trial, a chance to begin 

With power as a shield, no need to hide 

Empowered hearts beat with a steady might 

Inspiring others to embrace their own 

In unity, we rise to claim our right 

To stand tall, unafraid, seeds of greatness sown 

So let us grasp the power we possess 

And in its glow, find courage, love, and success! 

-Empowered-

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Lies and more LIES

Lies and more lies, Liar

Hello all

Liars on Blast lol

Want to blog about liars and lying. Why is it that people lie so much? Like why especially when they lie over stuff so small or lie just because. People go around putting on fronts or I like to call it their mask. They lie about who they are and their identity. Or lie about any and everything. Yes, I know that it happens a lot, and I just think and wonder why they do it. It is something that I truly do not understand at all. Maybe because I am an honest person no matter the situation, I will always be honest with people. Why? Because I do not like to be lied to that shit hurts. So, I wouldn’t lie to others just because I can and get away with it smh. I have heard that some people do it to avoid hurting someone but lies make everything worse. Well, that is what I think. It is such a big deal in any type of relationship you or in, whether it is family or friends. A lie is a freaking lie and can be wrong like seriously. I think some people do not realize it maybe because they are all about themselves and don’t care. How hard is it to be upfront and honest about who you are and what you are about? Again, something I don’t understand and probably never will. Thought about writing about lying because I am currently dealing with it, so many people around me who do it a lot, and it is super annoying. Something I explain to my kids about honesty and integrity. Your presents and words can concern others. It is okay to be honest and be yourself. Do you agree? Have you dealt with a person who constantly lies? How did you deal with it? Again, people why lie? Annoyed seriously

Thinking, venting, of course, too much shady shit going on, and I do not like it. Time for changes, change the untrustworthy people around me. Please feel free to like, comment, and share.

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings all

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