Treehouse!
Sitting in this big treehouse
Surrounded by nature
A natural calm
Sitting in this treehouse
Content with myself
Wine in hand
Body relaxed
In this treehouse
Stress is out
Mind not wondering
Feeling in the groove
Peace all over me
In this tree house
Is my hideout
Invisible to all
No I’m not small
In this treehouse
I like to be
In this treehouse I am me
This big ole treehouse, YES all for me
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February!
Hello everyone! Welcome to February. How was your month of January? if you follow me then you know mine has been not too good. Looking and hoping to change that this month. Praying for guidance, understanding, patience, love, and happiness. I hope your month of February brings you love, healing, happiness, guidance, and blessings. I hope that this month is better than the last. I am keeping faith and hope and keeping my head held high. Things are hectic at the moment, but I stay prayed up! Oh, a good thing is my son turns eleven this month YAYYYYY!!! February 2021 is here. What do you have planned this month? Any new goals for the month?
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Big World
Such a big world
Yet I feel so small
Finding a place to fit in
Feeling like I do not belong
Such a big world
Great possibilities, A great future
Yet too scared to take that leap
Maybe I can make it, maybe I can’t
Such a big world
Nice and friendly people, Love all around
Or so you think, there are crooks out there
Such a big world
However, a world I am scared to seek
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Whew…..
Have you ever felt like you wanted to take someone’s pain away? You wish you can do more for them? That is my feelings lately. at the moment I feel helpless and I can not make the situation better. There is nothing I can do and speechless. I am praying that it gets better. I do not like feeling this way, I am not in control. Besides feeling helpless I feel lost and confused also do not know what to do. I haven’t’ really been eating or sleeping the last couple days just be up pacing and thinking since I got bad news. Heart is heavy and I have vent about it. It is too much going on right now. Praying and more praying, having faith. Lord give me strength and heal my family. My thoughts, my feelings letting it out. I thank you for reading.
Whew. Woww. BREATHE
I write on any occasion weather I am happy or sad
I love to write, letting it all out
Become one with the pen!
Just Write and be You!
Thank You.
Strong
I am strong it is all in my walk
I am strong it is all in my talk
I am strong head held high
I am strong and confident
I am strong during the good
I am strong during the bad
I am strong: Self-assured, thoughtful, realistic, one of a kind, never failing and grateful
I am strong!
S- Self Assured
T- Thoughtful
R- Realistic
O- One of a kind
N- Never Failing
G- Grateful
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Drifting off into a daze
Thinking of a better situation
Daydreaming of a better life
Drifting off trying to
Find a place where I belong
Daydreaming of my happy place if any
Drifting off wondering
What is to come, what is to happen?
Daydreaming of my future
Drifting off just to not think
Daydreaming of what can be
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Being up front!
Oh man you try to tell people how you really feel about them or the situation, not to be mean or cruel, but to be real and honest with them. Why do some people ignore that and be like “oh your just talking, you don’t mean what you’re saying” like really?
I am saying this because my children’s father cannot accept that I do not want to be in a relationship with him. We have not been together in four years and yes, all this time he has been trying to get back together. I just do not understand why he is like this. I want nothing from him, Nothing at all. I wish he will get it, understand it, and move the hell on with his life. Last year I tried to hook him up with someone lol that did not work. To the point where it is so annoying, I usually ignore him, but it is too much. The begging and lying about shit to get me to take him back, trying not to snap on him, but it is so hard.
I do not feel like I am wrong or doing something hurtful, I mean we were in a relationship for almost 10 years and I gave him chance after chance and tried my hardest to make it work despite how I was treated by him, (CRAZY) it is like I tried and got nothing but heartache and headache. I am so over being in a relationship with dude I just want to co- parent and enjoy my single life. Why is it so hard for him to understand? Our relationship was bad and very toxic. Yeah, I am venting about this again maybe because I really do not understand it. Thank you for reading.
Ocean!
The destination, one where people get
Lost in their thoughts
Enjoy the peace and the quiet
Still waters, wavy waters
The beauty of the view, the colors
A sight to see, such calmness
Feet in the sand forgetting everything just for a moment
Nature hugs you
Keeps you in
Ocean side there is where I want to dream
Take it all in
Breathe in breathe out
Let it all go while at the
Ocean!
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My Ideas, I panic sometimes!
So, a while back I wrote about me being an overthinker, over analyzer feeling that was this moment. Within the last week new ideas came to mind and I have been thinking like crazy. Also was thinking about starting a small business while trying to finish my book. I have no type of business plan set up or wrote out. Me and my ideas are all over the place. Wow needs to take a deep breath and think clear. I should be more worried about my book. I admit that I have been slacking a little the week before. I hope I can focus on one thing at a time because I just over think and really come up with some crazy stuff. I also so think that I can do it all at once and by myself at that. Slow down lady lol. Whew I do too much. Good thing is I said I was going to write more, try to everyday and get my book done. During all this I am trying my hardest not to panic…. Take it a day at a time… Breath…. You got it!
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Just Write 