Its funny or crazy how I am feeling about this situation I got myself into. On one hand it is what I want, what I being wanting. But on the other hand, I feel that shit is off, and something just do not seem right. Sometimes I think I am getting in my own way or thinking way too much. Maybe I am scared to take that leap. I do not know right now I am over analyzing the situation. Now I have talked about this man a lot and thought that maybe it was or who I wanted but like I said shit do not seem right. I have extraordinarily strong feelings for him, and I keep telling myself to go for it. What Is stopping me? A question I ask myself all the time. He has been checking on me lately to see if I am okay and I love that he seems like he really cares but of course I think that it is too good to be true something else I wrote about. I have to really make my mind up plan and stick with it; I do not want to get hurt and I do not want to hurt anybody feelings. I just do not know what to do, I like him and we vibe well, I like our conversations and we can talk about anything, I also feel like I and be myself around him even with this there is still some doubt. And I am not the type who worry about what others think about me or my life. When I think of me and him in a relationship, I always think about what my family will think it is weird because I usual do not care what people say or think.
Maybe it is me I got some things to decide. What will you do in this situation? Should I just say forget it all? Should I quit over thinking/analyzing?
Well, I am just venting on this Monday of course got to let it out. My feelings, My thoughts. Have a great night people and I thank you for reading. Love and Blessings
When shit gets tough, you have to Figure it out It don’t matter if you can do it or not Figure it out Feeling like everyone, the world is against you Figure it out Feeling weak, unable, unstable, lost Still Figure it out Weather it’s the highs or the lows Figure it out Smile on your face Or Tears in your eyes Figure it out No mater what Figure it out No matter what direction you take Figure it out What life is about Making a way we have No choice but too Figure it out Right?
Tonight I am watching a live stream on Facebook for Black Entrepreneurs Day. Daymond John put on the event streaming live. I am so inspired by all the businesses and there is great information being shared. I love when people come together and help others. In the stream they had people who have received grants on their business, also those who came on to share what their business is all about and gave advice on how to get started. So many great people also some celebrities came on giving back to others. I love it. Get focused and stop the self doubt. You can do it, start your business, or whatever project you want and make it happen.
Watching this again has inspired me to really get things going. So many ideas I have and it’s time to just do and get started. Happy Black Entrepreneurs Day!!!!
Do you have a business? How did you get started? Any advice to newbies?
It has been some days without me writing or actually doing anything. I have been in a bad mood and trying to shake these feelings. This grieving shit is annoying it’s understandable but so annoying. One minute I am okay, able to get things done and I am content, than the next I am a emotional wreck ugh. Wanna just SCREAM. Yes I know it is a process and healing and getting over things take some time. I just hate being emotional and having these feelings. I’m a person who don’t like to show my emotions or feel them uhh. Some days it takes a lot out of me, feel so drained and sad. I know I have to be strong for myself and my family, but it is so hard grieving and being on top of everything. I guess I have to continue to pray and take it one day at a time and trust that it will all get better.
Today I am going to try and stay busy and not think too much on negative things or sad things. Just breathe, relax, and pray. I hope you all have a good day I know I will try too. It’s almost Friday!!!
Just writing today and relaxing. I have some good ideas flowing. Just some questions, if you want to answer. What are some topics you like to read about? What do you like to write about? What drives you to write? and How do you overcome writers block?
Just want to ask questions to better my content, give people what they want, and get to know new people. I love to write and share my thoughts. Thanks for your time. #JustWrite