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About Ray'Elaine

I am a author I love to write/blog and be myself. I have so many great ideas can't wait to share!

Perfect ME

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Perfect Me

I have to be the best

I have to remain strong, on my feet, always

I have to be perfect

I will meet all goals

I will be an achiever

I will put my all in everything I do

I will be perfect

I can be at the top

I can be what others want, I can be what I want

I can be undefeated

I can be perfect

I do perfectly

I am perfect

Perfect in this unperfect world

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading

#JustWrite #PerfectMe

Trusting

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Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on, I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals I am still iffy on it. Trust, trust, trust man I need to learn how to open up more and let people in, that is hard though. Wrote poems, blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to maybe a life coach. Now days I have been trying to balance everything out. Learn new…

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Strong

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Strong

I am strong it is all in my walk

I am strong it is all in my talk

I am strong head held high

I am strong and confident

I am strong during the good

I am strong during the bad

I am strong: Self-assured, thoughtful, realistic, one of a kind, never failing and grateful

I am strong!

S- Self Assured

T- Thoughtful

R- Realistic

O- One of a kind

N- Never Failing

G- Grateful

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Another Vent Night!

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Venting….She Just Write! 🤷🏾‍♀️

Hello all,

 Really hate when I try my hardest to get over someone who my feelings were too involved with. Had strong feelings for them and I feel used, I feel uneasy. Seems like they really did not care about me, do not love me the way they said SMH. Been four months since I have heard from this person. But now he is trying to reach out to me. Like why? I am so pissed right now and yes; I am having a little anxiety. Have posted to my blog in the past about this person. No, it is not the first time he has just out of nowhere stopped talking to me. This is a cycle ugh and me do not like it at all. I do not understand it, maybe because twice already I have allowed it. Thinking he is already in a relationship and just talking to me for his convenience. In the past I did have feelings and wanted to give it another chance and that lasted all but three freaking months and not really with consistency. Here I go questioning myself and feeling confused and lost. So over it, told myself the last time that if he did it again that it would be done. I am standing on that. Cannot keep putting my love, my feelings, my soul, my mind, myself out there for people to keep hurting me, laughing at me. Especially when I am already going through so much stuff. Do not need the extra stress in my life.

Whew, breathe had to pause and write about this because it bothers me badly and you know that I like to write about how I feel. Let it all out. **Shrugs** SMH thinking damn again, why? What do he want from me? I know I am not the only one who have been here before. Hate when my feelings are strong and for the wrong freaking person. Now he misses me and want me, sending a lot of messages since Sunday evening. Need a drink something strong. It makes no sense. Was having a good day until this BS, UGH. Going to keep breathing and calm myself and focus on my writings. Try not to let it really get under my skin cause really have harsh ass words for him.

My feelings and venting are out and done, my bad if it’s too much for you all. Again, I vent and keep it real. He deserves my fist to his face seriously. Whew breathe again.

Am I crazy? The only one? Why? Hope your day and night was better.

Blessings all.

Thank you for reading.

#Vent #JustWrite #Focused #OVERIT

This song…Truth!!! 💜🖤💙💛

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