^{It is early November and Thanksgiving is already on my mind. I am thinking of the foods I want to cook and what I can’t wait to eat. Ready for food and Family. My favorite is Ham and Sweet Potatoes also Macaroni. Oh can’t forget the delicious desserts man man man I can not wait till that day. As I am writing and thinking about Thanksgiving I am getting hungry. Who else is ready for Thanksgiving and what are some foods/desserts you like and who are you interested in seeing? Just a thought at the moment and I #JustWrite!. Enjoy!!!}

My feelings-why I feel this way?

Its funny or crazy how I am feeling about this situation I got myself into. On one hand it is what I want, what I being wanting. But on the other hand, I feel that shit is off, and something just do not seem right. Sometimes I think I am getting in my own way or thinking way too much. Maybe I am scared to take that leap. I do not know right now I am over analyzing the situation. Now I have talked about this man a lot and thought that maybe it was or who I wanted but like I said shit do not seem right. I have extraordinarily strong feelings for him, and I keep telling myself to go for it. What Is stopping me? A question I ask myself all the time. He has been checking on me lately to…

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Holiday Season!

It is the holidays! Are you excited about it or not? I am and its very unusual for me because I am not always in a good mood around the holidays, no holiday spirit. For some reason despite what is going on in this world at this moment I feel joyful. I am ready to start decorating, cook, eat, spend time with family and friends, play fun games, and do holiday arts and crafts. Also, I am so ready to go Christmas shopping, I have so many great gift ideas for those close to me. I am ready to get the shopping done and out the way. What are your favorite things to do during the holiday season? The first for me is spending time with family, being around the ones you love and receiving love is the best feeling ever just to be around each other…

Indeed! I agree. My Monday night post!

Love this!

Give with your heart and don’t worry about what you can get in return. I know a few people like this and it is annoying. They only deal with people because it benefits them in a way, they get what they want out of a person and don’t care how they do it. SMH. Happy I am not that way.

Just my thought tonight. Have a goodnight people.

Love yourself always and take care of yourself. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!

Thank You For Reading.

She is still guarded because many thieves came in before broke her trust and held her mind hostage. She is still trying to break free.

She working on it. taking a while!

Insight

Danger, danger, danger man

I fear myself

The most person I fear beside God is me

I am my own worst enemy

I am sometimes in my own way, I can be very evil

I say this because my soul, my mind, and mouth are ruthless’

I hurt people, purposely pushing them away, SO What

Dangerous, I cannot calm down, I see red, just blood

I be in beast mode, like all the time, ready to go

Fist up, ready to fight

Dangerous and lethal please proceed with caution

An insight to me, I know I am not the only do not hate me!! LOL

Thank you for reading!

*Repost*

Updated:7/1/2021

Healing

Trying to heal and be okay with myself deep down inside. I want to be happy and I know that I will not heal over night. I read books of inspiration and also read inspirational quotes.

This process is hard but I am willing to try hard to overcome everything. Shout out to all of those who been there and made it back from it. And to those who are fighting battles and trying their hardest to overcome them. We got this. Prayer and guidance.

I have included in this blog some quotes on healing. I like them.

Thank you for reading.

It is not. It will take some time. Be Patience. I know I am!