Have you ever felt like you wanted a fresh start or have a reset button? Maybe a pause button like whoa damn slow down life. A fresh start would be nice for me and my family. Thinking out loud and maybe do a longer post about it tomorrow….I am tired and have too much on my mind.
That is my post my feelings tonight. A fresh start is needed. **Short Post**
Hope all is great with you all. Have a good one.
Blessings and love!
Thank you.
Drunken me
Shot after shot, I feel the numbness take over my body, I want more, need to feel empty inside.
Feel free, free from those who lied, used, and abused me, free from pain, free from the world
Take another shot, it is all good
Feel the sensation, feel the burn
They all do not matter, drink the damn pain away
Take another shot, damn I feel it, I am slipping
But I do not give a damn
Give me more, few more shots taken, mind gone
Laid back not feeling shit, I feel numb, empty it is what I want
Free from it all or is it just a drunken daze
Do I want to stop? Do I need more?
Whispers…Whispers…. Drink it all away
Its okay be gone for the night
And another one…….
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**Updated: 7/28/2023**
Really think I have issues lol. Like damn why am I so guarded with people. I am so on edge. Attitude issues as well. And can easily walk away from people to keep myself from getting hurt. Seriously I am too good at goodbyes. 🤦🏾♀️ Yes serious issues. Over thinker here.
There are so many issues I really need to work on. This process is hard. Ohhh man. I’m just thinking out loud with too much on my mind. Y’all sometimes I irritate my own self when feeling like too much on my shoulders lol..So much damn anxiety
Okay I’m done. Hope everyone is doing better!!
***Vent Session***
Blessing and Love!
Thanks for reading.
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