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Me VS Anxiety!

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The weight of the world on my shoulders 

I feel it bearing down on me 

My heart races, my palms sweat 

As I struggle to breathe 

The world around me seems ominous 

A dark cloud hovering overhead 

My thoughts race, my mind heavy 

As I lay awake in bed 

I try to shake these feelings 

To push them out of my head 

But they linger, a constant presence 

As I go about my day 

Anxiety grips me tightly 

A constant shadow by my side 

But I know I must keep moving 

Must push through the tide 

Even though the road ahead is challenging 

And my mind may be heavy still 

I know that I am strong enough 

To overcome this uphill thrill 

So I take a deep breath and step forward 

Ready to face the day 

With strength and courage by my side 

I will find my own way 

It’s Me VS Anxiety! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

***Can be used as a writing prompt!!***

Issues

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Really think I have issues lol. Like damn why am I so guarded with people. I am so on edge. Attitude issues as well. And can easily walk away from people to keep myself from getting hurt. Seriously I am too good at goodbyes. 🤦🏾‍♀️ Yes serious issues. Over thinker here.

There are so many issues I really need to work on. This process is hard. Ohhh man. I’m just thinking out loud with too much on my mind. Y’all sometimes I irritate my own self when feeling like too much on my shoulders lol..So much damn anxiety

Okay I’m done. Hope everyone is doing better!!

***Vent Session***

Blessing and Love!

Thanks for reading.

A Process…

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Hello all

It has been some days without me writing or actually doing anything. I have been in a bad mood and trying to shake these feelings. This grieving shit is annoying it’s understandable but so annoying. One minute I am okay, able to get things done and I am content, than the next I am a emotional wreck ugh. Wanna just SCREAM. Yes I know it is a process and healing and getting over things take some time. I just hate being emotional and having these feelings. I’m a person who don’t like to show my emotions or feel them uhh. Some days it takes a lot out of me, feel so drained and sad. I know I have to be strong for myself and my family, but it is so hard grieving and being on top of everything. I guess I have to continue to pray and take it one day at a time and trust that it will all get better.


Today I am going to try and stay busy and not think too much on negative things or sad things. Just breathe, relax, and pray. I hope you all have a good day I know I will try too. It’s almost Friday!!!


Blessings All!

Thank you for reading.

Nerves

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Nerves lol

Chaotic day and stressed day for me well not really lol it is all in my freaking head. I say stressed because my feelings and emotions have been everywhere having damn anxiety all day. I know the reason is me missing and worrying about my kids. Panic and full of nerves. I stated in a previous post that the weekend was my kids first time going out of town without me even though they are with their father, and I trust him my nerves are still bad.  Also, they were supposed to be back today but had car trouble and crazy I know because I had got pissed about it knowing that these things can sometimes happen. Need a damn drink or 3 lol I know they are doing okay and having fun I have been talking to them since they left. Why am I like this? I annoy myself by worrying all the time. Feel out of control and that can be why anxiety is in play. My kids seem like they are enjoying themselves and seem like they don’t even miss me lol.

I know its just me with my trust and control issues. Seriously need to calm down, maybe a joint or a drink will do and of course writing, get my mind off it all. A little venting tonight about nothing really lol. Have a good one all.

Happy writing!

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings

Thank you for reading.