Tag Archives: Feelings

Hurting

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Hurting

Have you ever felt unhappy, filled with rage? You just want those who hurt you to hurt also.  You want them to suffer and feel all the pain you feel plus more. Past pain, relationships, anybody. Sometimes I think of revenge, wanting to inflict torture and pain, to see them squirm, see them feel helpless, powerless, weak, lost, and scared. I want them to feel it all. That is how I am feeling at the moment I know some people can relate and some can’t **Shrugs**. Payback.

It is crazy how they are out living there lives, they suffered no consequences, out and free. And me I feel I am still trapped in that time in that pain. Replaying the shit that was done and it still feels like no time has passed. Crazy world I feel this way and must deal with it every day. Yes, I have been trying to forget it all it is hard some days are way harder than other days. I feel this way towards anyone who brought harm my way no matter who it was or is. I want them to feel what I feel sometimes. Venting like I do and sitting and thinking why they got away with it and why am I still suffering.

Am I the only one who feels this way towards a person or towards people who hurt you? Want to get pass it. And no, I do not understand it at all. Still hurting, forever hurting.

My thoughts tonight people. Hope you have a great one. Please feel free to like, comment, and share. Thank you for reading.

Love This song by Saint Bodhi named hurt like me wanted to share the video. Match the mood I am in tonight Again thank you for reading. Again just my thoughts for the night!

Saint Bodhi – Hurt Like Me (Official Video) – YouTube

Feeling of Life

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Feeling of life

The feeling of being drained, too tired to focus, you just want peace

The feeling of sadness, always in a bad mood, nothing helps, you want happiness

The feeling of hopelessness, nowhere to turn, no one to call, you want something or someone

The feeling of guilt, its your fault, you blame yourself, you want innocence

The feeling of being lost, out in this world with no clue, with no purpose, you want help

Life turns around

The feeling of no more, you can do this

The feeling of being peaceful, happy, hopeful, no more guilt, your found

The feeling of power taking your life back and having control it is

The feeling of life.

Thank you for reading.

#Poetry #Life #JustWrite

A Night With You!!

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A Night With You!

All I want is a night with you

Just you and I, music, our bodies

A night with you our wild side

Meeting our hands all over each other

A night with you all I want

Let us dance in each other arms

No care in the world. Just us you and I

A night with you

Hot and steamy I want you bad, Need YOU!

Passion filled, lustful, exotic

A night with you, one I don’t want to end

All I want is a night with you my King!

Hope you enjoy!

Thank You For Reading!

Write/Movie Day!

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Write/Movie Day!

Hello everyone, how is it going? Happy Sunday!

So, I started my day early this morning woke up at 5 in the morning and could not go back to sleep so I got out the notebook and pen and continued my brainstorming. of course, I got to writing. After that I began writing for my book. Was writing for hours and happy that I got some work done and I do not feel like it was rushed and happy with what I came up with. So, 2 hours ago I decided to take a break from writing till later tonight and now movie time.

I am watching some of my favorite movies first up was American Gangster, then some of Deep Cover, now watching Harlem Nights laughing my but off. Next is Hoodlum then later Black Panther. In that order!! Just a few of my favorites, with some of my favorite snacks. Then back to writing.

I am having a relaxed day so far and enjoying this Sunday. How are you today? What are your Sunday plans? What are your favorite movies? Hope you all enjoy the rest of your day. Stay safe and blessings.

Thank you for reading.

Chill Saturday

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Chill Saturday!!

 Hello everybody how is your Saturday? How is your Saturday night going? Tonight, I am vibing, I have my music going and I am writing out ideas, and tittles for my book. Tonight, is a brainstorming night. I have been writing poems most of the day and now it is time to focus on my book. Tomorrow I will be editing and will be do more writing for my book. I have some book goals I am reaching towards as well as pushing myself daily to keep writing and let my creativity show.

Even though I feel like I do too much at one time, I am determined to get one or both books done. I tell myself to keep going and to have faith. So again, this night is brainstorming and me jamming to music. I have too many ideas and have to write them out and make some decisions.

I write because it is my passion and I write to unwind and that is when the creative me comes out. What do you like to do for fun? What is your go-to hobby? Do you enjoy writing? Have a goodnight might share a poem or two if I get around to it.

Well enjoying my Saturday night chill with this music, notebook and pen letting my thoughts out.

Wishing you Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings. Goodnight everyone!

Thank you for reading.

Insight to Ray’Elaine

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Insight

Danger, danger, danger man

I fear myself

The most person I fear beside God is me

I am my own worst enemy

I am sometimes in my own way, I can be very evil

I say this because my soul, my mind, and mouth are ruthless’

I hurt people, purposely pushing them away, SO What

Dangerous, I cannot calm down, I see red, just blood

I be in beast mode, like all the time, ready to go

Fist up, ready to fight

Dangerous and lethal please proceed with caution

An insight to me, I know I am not the only do not hate me!! LOL

Thank you for reading!

*Repost*

Updated:7/1/2021

Last Day of June

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Last Day of June!

This month has been crazy, honestly kind of pissed that I did not meet all goals for this month. Been feeling out of sorts and still thankful for what the month has brought. I am excited and looking forward to next month and new beginnings and of course new goals to work towards. How has this month been to you all? Good? Bad? Meh? Or just not feeling it at all?

I am praying for better days and still trying to remain positive through it all.

Ready for July 2021

Thank you for reading.

Who I Am!

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Who I Am!

I know who I am and what I want in life

No

I will no longer accept anything less than what I deserve

I know how I love and what I can offer

No

I will not give in and be someone I am not

I will not be treated like trash

I know who I am and what I want

Standing tall and facing all

I will be a better me

Yes

I will be better than my past, the old, me

Grown woman here, who goes for what she wants

I know who I am and what I want

Its me its who I am!

Thank you for reading

Speechless

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Speechless!!

Words cannot describe this feeling

Heart rising from the lust

Heart rising our bodies joined

Words cannot describe this feeling

Sparks flying all through my body

Sparks flaming bodies on fire

With love, lust, and desire

Heating up more, I need it

Words cannot describe this feeling

We cannot stop, hands all over each other

This fire we cannot put out

Not yet

Damn this feeling

My heart, my body

All feel amazing, set a blaze

Words cannot describe this feeling

Damn I cannot speak…

He got me speechless

Thank you for reading

Pain Pain, Go Away

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Pain Pain, Go Away!


Just do not understand, why? why me. The pain that is in my heart

It seems to be too much, The hurt in my voice, the hurt on my face

Please make it stop, I am hurting, I am weak

I cannot take it

My mind, my body and spirit are in pain

Life is dark, and I do not care any longer

Just want the pain to go away

Cannot live like this

Why? why? why?

This damn pain it is too much

Pain pain go away

Thank you for reading.

#JustWrite

***A Poem***