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My Feelings: Whew lol

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My feelings-why I feel this way?

Its funny or crazy how I am feeling about this situation I got myself into. On one hand it is what I want, what I being wanting. But on the other hand, I feel that shit is off, and something just do not seem right. Sometimes I think I am getting in my own way or thinking way too much. Maybe I am scared to take that leap. I do not know right now I am over analyzing the situation. Now I have talked about this man a lot and thought that maybe it was or who I wanted but like I said shit do not seem right. I have extraordinarily strong feelings for him, and I keep telling myself to go for it. What Is stopping me? A question I ask myself all the time. He has been checking on me lately to see if I am okay and I love that he seems like he really cares but of course I think that it is too good to be true something else I wrote about. I have to really make my mind up plan and stick with it; I do not want to get hurt and I do not want to hurt anybody feelings. I just do not know what to do, I like him and we vibe well, I like our conversations and we can talk about anything, I also feel like I and be myself around him even with this there is still some doubt. And I am not the type who worry about what others think about me or my life. When I think of me and him in a relationship, I always think about what my family will think it is weird because I usual do not care what people say or think.

Maybe it is me I got some things to decide. What will you do in this situation? Should I just say forget it all? Should I quit over thinking/analyzing?

Well, I am just venting on this Monday of course got to let it out. My feelings, My thoughts. Have a great night people and I thank you for reading. Love and Blessings

Thank You.

I am SOOO Confused

Thinking…Halloween!

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Thinking. Halloween!!

Hello all how is it going tonight?

Tonight, Halloween is on my mind. Are you into Halloween? My kids have been talking about it a lot lately and it is getting me in the Halloween sprit. I am not actually into this holiday, but I do not know this year I want to do different things. I want to dress up and go to haunted houses. Also want to start some fun and spooky craft projects. Been looking up some ideas on what the project this weekend will be. Any spooky ideas? I am thinking pranks too, scare my kids a little lol. As far as dressing up there is so many costume ideas floating in my head, mainly want to do a 90’s superstar, or maybe a character from Mortal Kombat yes I am everywhere with this. Hopefully, I figure it out soon. My kids want to be characters from the movie Adams Family cannot wait!!! Oh, and YES Thanksgiving on my mind too, this early lol

Besides thinking Halloween for some minutes, I am also doing some writing and editing, and details with character development. Writing and making changes that I must make. It is a process. WHEW! Letting this pen do the work. Happy Writing!

Are you excited about Halloween? Any Craft Projects in the works? Are you dressing up?

Goodnight and Blessings All 💙🖤💚💛🧡❤🤎💜

Thank you for reading.

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This feeling again, UGH

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Feeling this Again…..

This feeling again, damn maybe I just need to talk to this man and let my feeling be known. another damn night I am spending with him on my mind. It has been like this for days and do not know why. This man probably does not even think about me or care about me but here my stupid self is just in my feelings about him. Sometimes I think I should pickup the phone and call him to hear his voice, I really want him beside me, but oh well. Wish I can get him off my mind, like seriously. Thinking out loud and very emotional, man getting attached and getting your feelings involved sucks. Yes, I hate that I feel this way I feel like I cannot focus I just see him, I can not help it. I just wanted to let this out and I need to learn to keep my feelings in check. Damn, damn, damn this man, I think I am in love (OH MY). I am rambling, need help. What should I do?

Ugh this damn feeling again.

Thank you for reading.

#JustWrite #Love

September

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New Month

Hello all it is the first day of September. August just flew by here and I am ok with that. Time for new goals for this new month, and fresh starts. Kids start school next week, so I am re doing a schedule for us, hoping to start the month off right. So today I will try not to complain and be grateful and be positive think happy thoughts. Make any necessary changes that need to be made. Overall hoping for the best. Work and writing today also writing out new goals for the weekend and the rest of the month. Happy Wednesday! Happy Writing!

How is your day going so far? Ready for the weekend already? Hope it’s a good day for you all.

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings

Thank you for reading.

Happy Thursday!

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Thursday!

Happy Thursday! people. Wishing you love and blessings this beautiful day. I hope you succeed in what you want to accomplish today. Get that to do list done, make time for your self and try to have a relaxed day and yes trust I know that can be hard if you have a lot going on or work is stressful, just breathe through it and pray. Just want to send love and a positive message today.

It’s almost Friday Yay! Have a great day. please feel to like, comment, and share. thank you for reading.

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Back to school!

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Back to school!!

Morning all, how is it going?

So excited at the moment and yes, a little nervous. My son will be starting middle school, the sixth grade in a week. Today he has a half a day for orientation. Do not know why I am very nervous, but I am even though it is just orientation lol. I cannot believe that I have a child in middle school. Time is going by fast, and they are growing, something that I can’t stop lol. It is a beautiful yet scary thing for me. Crazy. Maybe I am that parent that will not be able to let go.

Even though I feel anxious I am happy for my son. Starting a new grade and at a new school is exciting and a new experience. I am sure he will do great. My daughter will start fifth grade and she is excited also to start the new school year. My kids are growing up and love it (And Scared).

Shout out to all parents who are homeschooling or sending their kids back to school. It is not easy especially with everything going on in this world, but we do what we must for our children. No matter what! Praying for our children that they are safe and praying for strength and guidance.

Are you ready for back to school? Do you feel it is challenging this year? Hope you all have a good day. Blessings! 💙🖤

Thank you for reading.

Stuck

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Stuck

Stuck here in the same spot

Stuck fighting

Figuring it out

Stuck

All alone

Stuck in a bubble

Want to break free

Scared, nervous

Stuck feeling the weight of the world

Pushing, shoving, reaching

Nothing happens

Stuck in life

Stuck in a shell

Trying to overcome it all

Stuck

Facing fears

Don’t want to

Stuck

Want to be heard

Stuck

Suffer in silence

Stuck

No change, give up

Stuck

Where’s light

Where is Love

I am stuck here and now

Trying to breathe

Get out of it, Climb

Man, man, man

I am just

Stuck

Thank you for reading.

**Just A Poem**

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Morning!!!

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Wednesday Morning!!!!!

Every morning no matter how I feel I tell myself that I am loved, I am strong, I am beautiful and I am worth it.

Even if someone else does not see my worth I do. I teach this to my daughter and my nieces I tell them to always love their selves. Loving yourself and believing in your self comes from within.

Good Morning People this is how I get ready in the morning happy face or sad face I have to remind myself how far I have come and I am still going. Remember to always love yourself through it all. Hope you all have a great day and do not let the troubles of the day get you down and yes I know it can be hard, but do your best and think positive. I wish you all a good day, love, peace, happiness, and blessings.

Thank you for reading.

Happy Hump Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!